I'm finally getting psychiatric help after 11 years of abuse because I thought I was a big man and didn't need shit
Submitted my college applications to: San Jose State University San Francisco State University UC Berkeley UC Davis UC Irvine UC San Diego UC Los Angeles Fingers crossed!
Pushed past my agoraphobia (and other related issues that bring up a lot of anxiety from just leaving the house) -- went to the beach tonight and walked 3 miles! Small accomplishment in the eyes of some people, but a big one for me. Looking forward to Generation 2 in pokemon go for even more incentive to get out of the house in small increments.
2 for 2 on HESI Exam passing (902 and 1043, both above the cutoff of 900 for remediation). Finals next week. Hopefully should pass all my classes. FC.
I got a slackline a couple of days ago and happy with my progression. I got it mostly to help with balance to improve my surfing as well as other sports. I could barely get on at first. Today was my 4th day and I never knew how good of a workout this is. Every muscle in my body is sore after 3 hours of slacking. The mental focus is real. Recommend it to anyone who enjoys the outdoors, wants to work on their balance, or is looking for a fun workout with friends. This is a slackline if you don't know: Spoiler
I understand that this may not be an accomplishment for some of you, but it definitely is for me. For a long time, my mom and I haven't really had a really deep conversation. It was typical Monday evening for us, but when I started to reminisce about the past, we both suddenly went on and on for an hour, and upon reaching the part when I told her about how when I was around 9 or 10 I sincerely apologized to dead animals and pets in my mind whom I hurt immaturely in the past and she just started to tear up as it sounded touching, and in a bid of effort to cheer her up, I tried to say something but that something sounded seriously funny and stupid, and upon thinking of it, I just started laughing like a complete retard, and literally dropped and rolling on the floor laughing clutching my sides everytime I try to get up and say those words, and my mom started laughing so hard as well she teared even more seeing me laughing that hard. Laughter is indeed infectious! It's been a seriously long time, I had this good of a laugh, one that actually really hurt my sides, and I felt really light for the first time in a while. For the first time in years, I didn't feel imprisoned, felt carefree instead, and I hope to carry on feeling that way, despite all the shit that's happening in this world. Really grateful for my mother and father for being there for me every time, and I hope you guys cherish them while they're still around too, as I do. Thanks for reading.
Today we got back one of our tests for neuro-biology and I looked at my test and saw a bunch of pen marks and was like, wtf, I thought I did well. Turned it to the front, saw a 55%... I was like, no freaking way, I was crushed inside, this test is worth 33% of our grade lol. 5 sec later, person next to me "I think thats my test" me: *looks at name* me: "Oh yeah, sorry, she handed me your exam." 15 sec later I get my exam, 98%. highest score in 30 people
Got the email this morning. After a long application, an interview, and over a month of waiting... well... Edit: I was on my phone and took a screenshot when I first found out the news. Now that I'm on my computer, a screenshot's better.
My head is so big right now. As in, I feel so full of myself right now lol So... Im taking a REALLY hard course called Neuro Biology. Professor is HELLA hard, like super hard, like he will rip on you for EVERYTHING. He will interrupt you to put in his idea and, omg, he is just awful Anyways, we had a 3 person presentation that was to be 1 hour and 15 mins long. First 2 presentations were meh, but he ripped them apart and destroyed them, literally destroyed them. Our Presentation was due today, when our group presented, and so like any good straight A college student, we put it off until the last minute. So it was yesterday and I started the powerpoint at 7:30? Ended at 10:01. I did the entire thing myself, except for like 15% of it, they did. I did THE ENTIRE powerpoint by myself. We presented today and I talked for 57 minutes. the other 2 people talked for 19 minutes lol. He loved MY presentation, loved ours, had nothing but good things, and everyone seemed to love my presentation. Just shows how well I did. I did it all the night before for 2 1/2 hours which isnt much. And he LOVED US He said we were the best group he has ever seen for going 3rd. He said the class had their work cut out for them He had only good things to say, and it felt soooooooooooooooooo good lol Because he is so mean.
Drew some art...for the first time in probably over a year. Rusty as hell but I don't care. Addicted? Me? Nah..I've only seen the full movie three times now, I've watched every bonus DVD feature at least twice... Listened to the songs a million times... (I can even sing along to the samoan parts of one of the songs even though I don't know the language..) Well. I tried at least. I suck at faces, but maybe if I got my tablet working again I can touch it up some. http://grabilla.com/07316-01cb0d7d-1c48-4304-9439-e440a8750849.png
Aww! That's cute Sila! Here, I've drawn a picture myself. I'm an artist working on becoming a graphic novelist soon. Here's a sample of my work and if you guys need art done, just let me know (by you guys, I mean staff x3)
