I wish you didnt. I care about you and I hate to see you hurting yourself. and I know you dont like it either. But there's no way for me to do anything except be there when you need it. I just hope that's good enough.
You must be fucking stupid. Why change the rule? Don't interrupt me when I speak I'll just put you back in your place. Do not piss me off.
I really gotta stop drinking before playing Royals Edit : I don't even remember posting this, guess I just put more wood on the fire there
I dont like being here...or feeling like this. I cant get out of my own damn head and away from these thoughts.
If you follow your heart, your head hurts. If you follow your head, your heart hurts. So which do you follow?
Feeling so hapless just sitting here not knowing what to do about it. Just seeing you all achieving your dreams make me so so proud, but at the same time, I look at myself idling time away day by day and I feel so unaccomplished, so... Worthless. But what can I do except regretting not doing what I was expected to do?
Feeling slightly drunk this evening celebrating my favorite actor's birthday! Then my mum comes up and blame me for stuff I haven't done and I am confused!? Is this the effect of being tipsy!?
When I see you, it hurts. The tears I saw on her face makes me want to do something bad. You abandoned and didnt give reason. No call. No heads up. Why are you living in luxury while we are living in hell. LIES After lies after lies..
I was fused. So much pain. So many fevers. So many struggles now. Ugh. I just want to wallow for a bit. No feeling below the waist, minimal muscle strength, I'm back to where I was two surgeries ago with no guarantee that I'll ever recover the sensory nerves or coordination to walk. XRAYS: Spoiler