Get it off your chest!

I wish you didnt. I care about you and I hate to see you hurting yourself. and I know you dont like it either. But there's no way for me to do anything except be there when you need it. I just hope that's good enough.

 

You must be fucking stupid. Why change the rule? Don't interrupt me when I speak I'll just put you back in your place. Do not piss me off.

 

I really gotta stop drinking before playing Royals
Edit : I don't even remember posting this, guess I just put more wood on the fire there

 

Indecisiveness is a bitch.

 

I dont like being here...or feeling like this. I cant get out of my own damn head and away from these thoughts.

 

What do you mean no factor during surgery?
Are you trying to kill me with bloodloss?

 

Tell me why the fuck is my ex talking about her boyfriend so much to me,like I give a fuck?

 

Too much things on my mind is keeping me awake all night!! I need my sleep!!

 

Need food.

 

If you follow your heart, your head hurts.
If you follow your head, your heart hurts.
So which do you follow?

 

Feeling so hapless just sitting here not knowing what to do about it. Just seeing you all achieving your dreams make me so so proud, but at the same time, I look at myself idling time away day by day and I feel so unaccomplished, so... Worthless. But what can I do except regretting not doing what I was expected to do?

 

I finally started drinking water. I'm at two cups a day. It's a fucking miracle.

 

Feeling slightly drunk this evening celebrating my favorite actor's birthday!
Then my mum comes up and blame me for stuff I haven't done and I am confused!?
Is this the effect of being tipsy!?

 

I hope you're happy. Then at least you feel better in your miserable life, scum.

 

lol @ u

 

When I see you, it hurts. The tears I saw on her face makes me want to do something bad. You abandoned and didnt give reason. No call. No heads up. Why are you living in luxury while we are living in hell. LIES After lies after lies..

 

I was fused.
So much pain. So many fevers. So many struggles now. Ugh. I just want to wallow for a bit.
No feeling below the waist, minimal muscle strength, I'm back to where I was two surgeries
ago with no guarantee that I'll ever recover the sensory nerves or coordination to walk.

XRAYS:

Spoiler

 

Damn it to hell.

Poured cereal but there's no milk.

 

im in love with the coco