I remember December coming back from my hiatus. My buddylist was gray. i felt like I lost something that I could never get back. From that moment to now, I’ve just been trying to capture the feeling of belonging somewhere again. Maybe I should touch some grass
Spoiler: Need to get this tf off my chest When someone asks me why I don't want kids and I tell them why and they say shit like "Oh you're just saying that now, just wait until later" or "nah I don't believe that, you'll change your mind.'" It's like.... if you're gonna invalidate my answer, why ask at all? I am SO sick and tired of hearing the same words from different people over and over again. Sorry I don't believe my only purpose in life is having kids and god forbid that I find other passions....Stop trying to shove your "Kids are the only things that bring happiness in this world and there's something wrong with you if you don't want them" shit down my throat. Why do I need to defend my choice? Actually, shouldn't you be trying to defend why you WANT kids? No one thinks about that shit and that's why children grow up neglected, abused, traumatized, and depressed. Sorry I don't wanna be forced into having kids and end up resenting them for the rest of my life?
Its a fate to meet nice fren :0 I meet some nice fren in royals and still keep connect even till now, just online friend, uhhh, but doesnt seem that easy when play other server ==" . Feel like things are too rush, and people doesnt even care. I mean i miss the slowly get to know each other, gratz and wb often, some happy birthday and nonsense daily life pic of food on discord... I dont like such greeding and rushing type of friend.