Get it off your chest!

I miss this place but I feel I have no reason to return to it, especially seeing the player count so low as it is.

Makes me sad, really.

 

new rp mad ugly yo

 

1 minute for missing all my old frends when now each of them separated and tear my happiness too :') (cant be a sad face anymore but a smile face with sigh :<)

 

To the ones that say "goodnight" instead of goodbye. Everyone has their time of leaving, only memory stays.

 

just moved into a new place and realized that there's a car parked right smack in front of our gate every single day forcing us to park elsewhere. even on moving day we had to ask them to move their car for the truck. turns out it's the "neighbor" across the street who can't park on their side due to a bus stop being there. fine, but have some common decency for the people living here and don't be parking here every single day especially if there's actually space behind your own house to park. NOPE. finally decided to confront them about it and the dad cussed me out, said that he already called the city and it's "first come first serve" AND that his house is 3 million dollars!11!1 OKAY AND???? DID I ASK????? i was fucking dead when he told me that we have a garage so why don't we park there...... WHY DON'T YOU PARK IN YOUR OWN GARAGE INSTEAD OF IN FRONT OF SOMEONE ELSE'S HOUSE?? his poor wife was stressed tf out and kept saying that it wouldn't happen again and his daughters were too embarrassed about their dad to speak to me. now we have to worry about him vandalizing the house and the cars and we can't even set up cameras to protect ourselves bc whose car will the cameras capture? not ours !

funny thing is that i called the city afterwards and the new bylaw states that you're only allowed to park in front of someone else's house for a max of 3hrs from 8am to 6pm but the officer warned me about reporting it since the neighbor will definitely find out that it was me when they get a violation ticket

talk about bullies getting their way

 

All youve shown is you dont care.

 

The worse part about being sad is not being able to explain why.

 

If even yourself can notice that, why still lie to yourself, dun be dumb.

 

Finally, the ex-fren i was so pissed about, is back to her usual self(just a gut feeling tho, so a 50/50) after a year.

Although we are no longer the best of friends, I'm feeling bloody proud of her.

May all the beauty be blessed~

 

my japanese professor just asked me why i submit my homework at 5 AM every night because she gets notifications on her phone lmfao

Spoiler

私はpieceofshitだからです。

 

I let out this vibe that I'm happy and I'm okay. But they're some days where I feel like I'm sinking at the bottom of the ocean. It's crazy because at work I'm doing my best and I've been promoted to really high positions. I feel like I'm good in life, however at points I feel empty. I've dated multiple girls and see if I was just lonely, but I just cant get the feeling off that I feel incomplete. Maybe this is something everybody goes through, but I always feel like I was meant for something better.

 

It’s always “you deserve better” never “let me treat you better"

 

Login the game just to find fren to bother them
Stalk but they always in bossing
No one to talk to, so i go afk in FM
Later come back and saw this, but find and my fren offline alr
But it make my mood better
Sounds like a childish happiness

Spoiler

 

Doing research on what "Doomer" means for the first time just to find out its a description of my persona

 

you only want to hear what you're told. You have a victim mentality and you're too blind to recognize it. Take ownership for the shit that you've caused because you're not a fucking victim

 

Keeping up is so exhausting

 

If you choose to be free, you should also need to be able to handle to be alone
As everything has its price..

 

also, it's always "where is mr. krabs" never "how is mr. krabs"

 

Had my first mental breakdown during work today since I started 5 months ago. God my manager is so incompetent and I'm sick of being put under the bus constantly...time to quit...? ha