Get it off your chest!

I was going to meet this guy I met on discord. I cannot stress enough how this never happens. All friends I have always live in Asia, America or [insert any country besides Sweden here]. So after months of chatting on and off with each other, he suggested a meeting. I said that sounded like an alright idea, let's do so at a neutral place. A park or something like that. It was only going to be an hour drive for each of us and he seemed to really look forward to it. Until the other day when he blocked me on discord and changed his profile picture. At first I was thinking he got his account stolen, but then I remembered the profile picture he used was a picture I had picked for him. Did I do something wrong? Did he get cold feet? Like, I'm introverted, I don't care that much about meeting people, but if he had told me he changed his mind but still wanted to remain friends, I would have been fine with it.

I've basically never been on a date ever, and I've still been on bailed on. Big bruh moment I felt like letting off my chest

 

[trigger warning ]


I just got my car stolen under gun threats with all my musical instruments and belongings 3 nights ago and I feel heavily defeated.

— • —

odio con todo mi corazón enfrentarme de manera condescendiente con el concepto de conformidad.
es un estigma. una fachada. una manera mediocre y humillante para justificar sumisión y humildad.

"por lo menos estás bien!"
______"gracias a dios no te pasó nada!"
____________"lo material se recupera, la vida no!".

...

porque en el marco de las cosas que suceden en este país, tal vez, solo tal vez, hubiera preferido morir a que me arrebataran todo lo que era mío.
mi carro, mi bajo eléctrico, mis pedales, mi amplificador, documentos, teléfono celular, CDs originales, el collar de Valentina, el suéter de Carmela.
todo lo que más me costó conseguir, todo con lo que yo trabajaba y podía comer. todo lo que significaba mucho para mí. lo que me acompañaba.

es un pensamiento sumamente idealista y comeflor tener fe en la humanidad. incluso más desfachatado es creer en los venezolanos.
para mí era claro: si yo soy una buena persona; mi círculo cercano está rodeado de buenas personas —> los demás también pueden ser buenas personas.

¿no?

...

siempre me pregunto:

¿estos mamagüevos son felices cuando llegan a sus casas?
¿despiertan a sus hijos, los llaman a la sala, y les muestran las nuevas pertenencias que trajeron a casa con una sonrisa?
¿ponen música salsa en una corneta bluetooth y bailan con sus mujeres mientras toman guamasos de ron o anís en celebración de lo obtenido?

_____________________________¿o tal vez se sienten en conflicto?
_____________________________¿tendrán problemas para dormir en paz debido al remordimiento tan grande de sus actos?
_____________________________¿alguna vez se habrán retractado y hecho el bien en lugar del mal?

tengo tantas preguntas retóricas con las que no me siento muy en paz.

quizás hay misticismo en todo esto. seguramente estaba escrito (¿pero en dónde..? quiero ver...).
quizás era necesario sufrir un golpe, un shock, un trauma más para tomar acción. para crecer.
o quizás es solo la insoportable levedad del ser.

estoy muy agradecido— y al mismo tiempo no agradezco nada.

 

Logged back in and was excited to try out the Halloween Event
Most of it is JQs. Nevermind. I don't have the hand/eye coordination or timing ability for JQs. Especially timed ones (Witch's tower, gauntlet).
Looks like I'm gonna just afk, do pierre, log out, repeat.

 

Someone defamed me for posting a smega at exactly 0:00 servertime which them to fail at entering Pierre. They whispered me explaining that this was the reason why they defamed me. Naturally I responded by teleporting to them on an alt and defaming them, and then I logged in on another alt and was about to do it again when that coward logged out!! How dare THEY!!!!! I am entitled to defame anyone I want up to THREE TIMES!!!!!! I DEMAND JUSTICE!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Why are people paying inflation prices when there is no money and then making that norm?
Why is one "questionable sale" of 10b over the conventional price, making the future sales that price?
Why is concept of scaling not a thing? If you pay for the surge price for a item at an unbelievable price and more of that item comes up, surely we scale the downgrades also to a reasonable valuation?
Why is there no understanding of desperation purchases vs a legitimate pricing to stabilize?
Surely we look at the price at the same item that was POSTED 1 week before and not bump your item for 10b that price???

 

rwt in disguise

 

An open letter to certain people.


Hello my dear bootlickers, snitches, PDF files, animal abusers, gaslighters, simps, cloutchasing worms and those who harm the weak in general (which are all of the above, usually, or at least one of those mentioned). You aren’t people. PERIOD. You are not human in my eyes. Every single one of you. You may (somehow) look like us, act like us, but you are SUBHUMAN. You are trash. YOU DESERVE NO RIGHTS, AT ALL. Cockroaches have more value than everyone of you combined. You have no redeeming qualities. Guess what, worms? Karma is a bitch and it’s coming to bite you in the ass, sooner than you think. You will not be safe, wherever you are. Your lives will never be the same, sooner or later. Every word and action has reaction, and by knowing and CRUSHING your subhuman kind for years, you always run away and hide like the rats you are when it’s time to face the consequences for your actions, with someone or something you can no longer intimidate or bribe. Someone who is stronger, more connected and more wealthy than you. So you are forced to run. Because all you can do is seek weak targets. You pick them strategically. I know exactly how each and every single one of you is operating.

Now, listen to me, you can run, but you can’t hide. Always remember that if you are any of the mentioned above and reading this message. Your safety is temporary. Your sanity is temporary. Everything you hold dear, is temporary. Everything you stand for is temporary and can be taken away from you by someone stronger than you, just the way you terrorized the weak. There is ALWAYS a bigger fish, and those who live by harming innocent people will eventually meet that fish. And it will happen the moment you least expect it.

“His judgement cometh and that right soon.”

 

Is there a glitch that skips the Thanksgiving event and goes straight to the Christmas event?

 

I think about this game often and I really have no spoons to actually play like I did years ago without getting bored or just busy, so I constantly miss what was and reflect. I wrote here a lot ( I know, and honestly? Half the time was bc it was annoying to hear people complain about people posting here, and I felt petty. ANYWAY that's a thing of the past lol )

2019/2020 was so much fun and I kinda wish the feeling that came from playing back then was still present for me. A lot of stuff changed and people moved on and that's how it be.

Another thing I think about is how I reacted to stuff on here or behind the scenes. A good amount of things I said were obviously not great and frankly, I wish I was more compassionate towards certain situations.

change aside, royals will always be a special place for the memories alone haha. back to lurking I go because honestly I don't even know where else to go with this post LOL