Hey guys! I know that I have only been on the server for about 2 months but I feel like I should take a break. I'll be taking a break for about a month and a half to two months and after I get back I'm going to take life coaching over again so I won't be as active as I am now (Life coaching is a 3 month course). There's so much on the line for me during those 3 months seeing as I have requested for my certification to be revoked until I complete the course and it isn't a simple task. I feel like I haven't been myself lately so this is what I believe will help me find it. Took me quite some time to actually come to this conclusion. I know I've caused a lot of trouble for everyone and I do apologize for anything I've done to anyone to make them dislike or hate me. I have been told to watch how I act around people and pay attention to how they react. I'm frustrated with myself seeing as I have become someone I wouldn't even want to be associated with. Right now I'm on edge but hopefully, when I do come back, you will see a new May; one way better than the one you know now. To my buddy list: Thanks for being the most amazing, kind, and supportive BL I have ever had (Considering I've played on several servers this means a lot). I know I spam ALL OF THE TIME and I don't always make sense but you guys have been there for me the whole time. Aisle of view (Say that out loud and you will probably get it) and I'll miss you all! Its super hard for me to leave when so much is going on but I really do feel like this is the best choice for me at this time. I've considered quitting for quite some time but someone always talked me out of it but this is my authentic choice after weighing out all of the pros and cons. If you ever want to chat, I'll check Skype every time I get a chance to (If you don't have my Skype than message me on here). I'll also check forums from time to time! Here are my travel plans in case anyone is wondering: Katy, Texas (March 16-20) Las Vegas, Nevada (March 20-25) Toronto, Canada (March 25- April 1) New York City (April 1-9) Los Angeles (April 9-13) Catalina Island (April 13-19) Road trip? (If I'm not tired out by then)
Enjoy your vacation, May! I really wish I can have a vacation too. And it's a very brave move to apologize here. Love ya, May <3
May, it was very brave of you to say sorry publicly. Just know I was your friend for so long because I saw how nice you can be as well. Life has it's ups and downs and hopefully you'll be climbing back up soon. Look forward to seeing the new May. Best of luck to you!
You know, sometimes holidays/vacations are really refreshing... so enjoy your holidays =P PS: Hadn't read the first part of the thread lol, still best of luck ma'am
Hey! I know I said I was only going to be away for a few months but I have decided to quit for good as in I'm not coming back.... or not anytime soon at least. :c I'll miss all of you guys and I wish all of you the best of luck in your game play! Here's a little something from me to you
