I should never have cared about you. But I did. I always did. I cared a lot. And I still fucking care about you. Fuck you.
Spoiler: peekaboo I'm legitimately terrified to tell you how I really feel about you. I wish I knew if you felt the same way, but a piece of me is so sure that you could never like me this way.
Hate how others always compare you to another. Hate how your presence actually puts me in the background while you take center stage. Hate how my decision to choose you makes others question my sanity. But I'll deal with it... Spoiler Cause I'm a Marksman, and you're a Crossbow.
I wish i wasnt banned and I wish she was here..... I wish i could go back and Log off that day.... I wish i could go back and tell her i cared.
Spoiler: Sometimes Spoiler: I Spoiler: Don't Spoiler: Get Spoiler: How Spoiler: This Spoiler: Still Spoiler: Surprises Spoiler: Me Spoiler: Every Spoiler: Time And it makes me lose faith in humanity.
I want to runaway. I want to disappear and leave you wondering if I'm even alive or not. You're not making decisions for me. You haven't in a while.
Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler The thing is with people, they say things. People always say things. But people don't always mean those things. And you have to learn living life playing detective and trying to figure out what's actually for real. Yes they said they feel that way, but do they? Yes, they said they'd be there but will they? Yes, they said they can handle it but, I don't always think they can. In a lot of situations it's also not always a blatant lie it's just.. that you don't know what you're getting yourself into, you don't really know what you're about to face but you decide to ignore all my warnings anways and.. I fear you'll end up regretting it because as you can see, everyone before you has. There's a reason for that.