Your words makes me realize how impossible it is to be with someone. Just let it go while its early. Babo.
Spoiler i just need to let it go already but the thought pops up in my mind, sometimes. Don't keep your promise, I don't know if you intended to keep it but, don't bother. You've done enough from the time we started dating up until it all became a huge clusterfuck of emotions. I don't want to speak to you directly, because I've done to before, when the situation felt quite different. At those times, I thought I saw an opportunity but my judgement was obviously clouded by previous emotional attachments. It was all I had known for those couple of years together and to have it ripped away by the same person I had been involved with, someone I saw a future with, left an odd impression and an overwhelming sense of loneliness. This past year has been really eye opening, how things really were, as well as not wanting it back. You were my best friend and you stabbed me in the back when we were both, already down. I don't think I could ever really rebuild that sense of trust, even just as friends. I'm in a much better place and I refuse to be brought back to the same spot I was in before. I wish you the best with future endeavors that I have no plans being involved in. c u l8r alig8r
Sometimes I think my passion for traveling is less about wanderlust and more about running away from my life to where nobody knows who I am and nobody expects anything from me. Can't I stop being nice and just be a bitch for once.
Spoiler I might be new here, but I feel like I'll share something. I feel like my designs since i do graphic design aren't very good. It's like, i know what I want to make but I just think some of the designs I work on suck as I start. After starting them and noticing it looks ugly, I just delete it and go back to what I was doing.
I was doing something wrong. I knew it. I know this was going to happen and I didn't do anything to stop it. was I stupid? did I actually want this? If I wanted this I should be happier. But I'm not happy at all. I'm stupid.
Every time I feel that tears are falling from your eyes again, part of my heart shatters. Spoiler And I'm grateful to share your pain.
I hope you know that I love you with all my heart. Every time I pull up with my car to pick you up and see your slender figure, I get a funny feeling in my stomach. I desire you. You're beautiful with your golden grown skin, your scent is mesmerizing, you make me feel better when I'm sad, you're always there for me when I need you, and I want you inside me. You're the greatest thing that's ever happen to me. I love you, McDonald's French fries.
In the words of John Green, "Pain is like fabric: The stronger it is, the more it's worth." I didn't know true pain until I fell in love with you. But it's only so painful because you are worth every single crystalline tear that rolls down my face.