why don't ppl understand that recovery is an ongoing never ending thing just because i'm not dying anymore doesn't mean it's ok to make jokes to me about my eating disorder
If you're not going to tell me about it then don't mention it at all. It's not fair to leave me worrying forever while planning to never let me know, no matter how much I ask or think about it. It's like you're asking me to watch as you get sadder and angrier over something that I can't help you with.
What's the point of liking someone when there is no communication between the two of you? Just give up this feeling and move on. There is no future in it so don't put any hope into it. It's another failed relationship. Spoiler It's so much easier to type my feelings out here than writing down on a piece of paper in my notebook. I know I shouldn't be hung over the whole situation but there is always this hope inside of me. It's not because I trust people easily but I do believe in his words wholeheartedly this time. I really want to make it work but I keep doubting my feelings for him out of insecurity. I really need lots of reassurance and communication since I couldn't receive it from my parents.My parents weren't around me to give me that affection and sense to care about me. I think that's where my main issues come from since I was young. This will be the last relationship/friendship until I properly heal my heart.
To the guy who stole my FM 1 door spot when I was resetting it, that was really shitty of you. I don't know if you're still mad because Fergus accidentally closed my FM 1 door spot a few SCs ago, and since that was a mistake, he closed your store that was in my spot so I could get my shop back, or what. It's not even about the loss of my shop's spot because there's SCs every few days. But who does that? Really?
Spoiler Even though everything ended, I never got to say these last words to you. Thank you for meeting me on that day and making me fall in love with you. I was able to accept some of my flaws and settled some things that was in the past. I always had trust issues (due to my experience with my last partner) and made me realize I shouldn't be like my old self. I should believe in people's words & trust them by giving them a chance. I should've been more patient and understanding from your perspective but I think I have done a lot and sacrifice my time for you. We met based on good timing and ended it due to bad timing on your end. I hope you find happiness and success with someone who is twice as busy as you. Thank you for the memories.
Why are you letting all these people in who refuse to assimilate to your culture and then stand by and watch as they murder and molest your civilians
Everything is fine in moderation... even jealousy. Just don't go overboard and forget what's really important. It's quite contradictory, isn't it; a little jealousy shows how much you care, but go just a bit further than that and you're blindly ruining the ties between us. Spoiler I hope you understand what I'm trying to say. If you can't (or you won't), then thank you for the happy times.
Spoiler i'm so happy i started work but a part of me is terrified that without college and without proximity we'll forget about each other and stop being friends and i think it scares me more that it's not that i'm terrified by what ifs, but i'm terrified because i know it's true because it's already started to happen.
and there will be nights when your life will fall apart and no one will notice the mornings you spend putting it back together