I don't know why it affects me so much, but it does. Why do words hurt even when they're not directed to you? Why do they cause your heart to lurch out of your chest and your stomach to do flips? I hate anxiety. I hate what it does to me. I hate thinking I had control only to fall several steps backwards in recovery again.
Sometimes I wonder what it'd be like if I went to Japan with other people, like friends; not you guys. Who in their right mind would play LoL all night instead of bond with each other? Why the fuck did you stay in an entire day to play LoL, are you guys retarded? And you guys I get you're having a fling but please. This is the country of modesty, you guys look like you're having sex on the metro UGH JUST STAY AWAY FROM EACH OTHER. Guys really can't we go somewhere that's only in Japan like oh I dunno, A SHRINE and look at CULTURE. Guys quit eating each others faces I'm trying to enjoy the scenery. NEVER AGAIN WITH YOU UGHH
Hearing "We need to talk" No matter who it comes from is always cause for a nearly instant panic attack. Whyy.
Why are all dem 11-year-olds girls dressing like 17-year-olds... This world is filled with sluts, honestly... jeez.
IF YOU SAY YOU'RE DONE SPEAKING TO ME THEN ACTUALLY MEAN IT AND TRY NOT TO SAY "whats up" TWO DAYS LATER YOU ATTENTION WHORE. and if you're done using the bathroom please wash your hands because i dont want to touch your filthy door knob.
I hate how posts end up closed before I get to say something in it, but I love the people that close said posts. Honest!
Gotta take more chances. And fuck me for not being where I want to be, and not mustering the drive to get there.
My brother is a self-righteous asshole. He does no wrong, and can never be wrong. Fuck him sometimes. For a good hour I can enjoy his company, but then he becomes a pain in the ass. He comes to my house, eats all my food, and when he decides he wants me to teach him how to play Smash Bros, he gets salty for every little thing. If I'm going to teach you how to play a game, where I'm respectively considered good by several around the state I played in, then you need to listen to what I say and stop acting like I don't know what I'm talking about. Your ego is fucking huge and you need to learn some humility, cause you've got way to much self given false pride. Let me teach my game, listen to what I say, follow instructions, stop getting angry at me, and stop eating all my food.
Also, reading all these makes me feel kind of sad that all this has happened to some of you. I hope you're all feeling better, or will feel better soon
I go f**king afk for work for 6+ mother f**king hours and I come back, hoping to spend maybe an hour or even less getting from 74 to 75. I wasn't expecting a GS2 map, but holy s**t I found an open one. Then 20 minutes into grinding the server f**king crashes, after allowing me to be afk online for more than 6 hours without crashing. F**k you, server. >:O
I love you please notice it and give me an answer i cant wait much longer :/ <3 please // Please just gfo no i wont come just stay away from me please and stop texting and calling me. 2 difrent convos
It's sad as hell when you're stuck in a household with an emotionally manipulative person. Sadder even when they legitimately think they are in the right and you are completely wrong no matter what you do. It's sad and depressing that my own mom has turned on me and I feel stuck. It feels like emotional abuse, but it isn't like I can get away. Being dependent is such a low feeling, only made worse by everything above coming from the person you depend on. I just want a freaking break. An escape. :/ I hate cryin over this. I'm supposed to be the strong one here. Tough as nails... Only to crumble under the pressure I can't withstand anymore. ;-;