I hope you all forgive me for what I'm about to do if you don't like it May the bridges I burn light the way
I FUCKING HATE HACKERS! FUCK THEM TO HELL GOD FUCKING DAMN IT WORK FOR YOUR FUCKING SHIT WHY YOU HAVE TO STEAL MINE FUCK YOU
Sometimes I get lost in my head and totally forget where I'm at or how I got there. Like I know where I was and what I was doing, but I get into a zone of thought and when I come out of it I'm just like.. how did I zone out so strongly lmao??? I wonder if other people zone out into deep thought throughout the day like I do but it seems like they don't.
The annoying people who beg for friends on smega over the period of almost 3 hours. How blacklisting them doesn't hide their smegas. How you know if you rise to it, you'll be the person who gets in trouble. Even though 90% of the player base wants to scream 'Shut the _ _ _ _' up into their face. >:I
i truly love reading yall posts, keep it up. @Snape ty for the long ass post, read it during my train ride, i like reading such posts. ot; why am I so addicted to Ivan B's music? is it because it relates to my feelings nowadays..?
Eventhough the news are flooded with shit like whats happening in America, I'm glad that there are enough people that do not give a crap about everything and just respect people for being human beings. Even if you do not see them, they are still there. Take care y'all.
I deeply would just love to like your ban appeal the same way you like when someone is trash talking about staff or other players.
We talked for a couple of hours. You told me you have feelings for a girl you told me not to worry about, the same girl you used to make me jealous when we were 12. The same girl who was your online best friend because she moved away at the end of grade 9. The same girl you said you didn't know if you had feelings for because "I love you, not her." The same girl you told me you wanted nothing to do with her because she wasn't me. The same girl you cried your eyes out to over Facebook throughout the four year no contact period we had. The same girl you admitted all of your feelings about me to. The same girl you flaunted our relationship to. What was that quote, Johnny Depp said.... Oh, right: "If you love two people at the same time, choose the second. Because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second one." You told me you had feelings for her "after" we broke up. But the last time I checked, every few days you were messaging me "please come back... I need you... I love you so much." If you love me so much then why do you have feelings for other people? A lot happened between us after we broke up, and now you're telling me you had feelings for someone else while I ran back to you... :/ When I asked you if you still had feelings for me, your answer was "I'm not telling, it's cheating to give away any snippets like that on our break." ....? What the fuck. I feel so fucking stupid. You already knew she had a boyfriend too, and you told me you admitted your feelings to her the other day, ironically around the same time you unblocked me. She started to ignore you, and stopped talking to you. She only wanted to be your friend, she didn't want to be with you because all you talked about was how much you "loved and missed me" for all those years, I find it hilarious how you thought she'd drop everything for you. I hope she still stays with the boy she's with, I hope she doesn't fall for your shit like I did. (P.S the night we broke up, I messaged her telling her you never changed, "do not believe whatever he says." She laughed at me to you, and removed me, but I bet right now she's kicking herself in the ass. I hope she listens to my warning.) You told me you would wait for me, yet you're trying to get with other people. Your "friend" backed you up by saying it was okay to do. Yet, waiting means you'll wait...? Correct me if I'm wrong here. Not "I'll see other people and then go back to you when I'm ready." The message you sent me, word for word: "No, it means if I go for her and I realize that I can't get over you even with her, then I would want to go back." Somebody please confirm for me that ^ is wrong, and not right. Who the fuck says I'm going to take you back after that? You just lost somebody who truly loved you, somebody who loved you at your worst, your best, and your inbetween. Somebody who put up with your attitude, and vigorous gaming, your insults, your anger, somebody who would've went to the ends of the earth for you. Somebody who would've marched down to Hell and back, just to strangle your own personal demons. Those Seven years meant NOTHING TO YOU.
"The message you sent me, word for word: "No, it means if I go for her and I realize that I can't get over you even with her, then I would want to go back." Somebody please confirm for me that ^ is wrong, and not right." Although the rule is to not reply to spread fire, I believe that this is a special case. And girl, I understand you. Of course I haven't been in the exact same situation because everyone has a different experience but in his perspective, that claim can be right since we all are susceptible to regretting decisions. However, if he wants to get back with you then you get to make the shots. It takes 2 to tango and I don't know about your relationship with him but it seems that he's too wrapped up with himself and his flakey feelings to tango. Eventually you'll want someone who loves themselves enough to know how to love you right and it goes both ways as well. This guy obviously has severe insecurity issues to be jumping around like that and the only person who can fix it is himself. edit: Sorry for the double post but this is a get it off your chest thread so fuck double post stigma but I am sorry
4:46 AM, wondering if you still remember me. LATE NIGHT THOUGHTS SUCK ASS. don't overthink guys, it ruins your happiness!1!!1
You're literally making me feel crazy. I can't stop thinking about everything now. I know what happened the first time was bad which is why I did my best to forget it but you have to understand it's not an easy thing to do, and if after you've just sent me right back to the starting point you cannot possibly expect me to go straight back to as if nothing ever happened when you've literally woken every feeling I had done my best to ignore. My head's just spinning through every scenario of how this might end, and most of those end up badly for me, yet somehow you've made me feel that the 1% chance this will work out magically is the one that matters, making me go against literally every advice I have been given and everything that tells me to do the right thing. I just hope you're being genuine. And that you're worth it. And that you fix it soon.