Get it off your chest!

random guy is napping on my shoulder at the airport 15 minutes before boarding starts and I think he's even mildly drooling

 

When my mom told me she's really proud of me having a decent job despite not knowing that I was fired a couple weeks ago, it killed me so many times inside.

Fuck this hearing disability. I know I'm supposed to live life with the cards I've been dealt, but sometimes this hearing disability gets in my way when getting a job or fuckall. Literally screwed up an opportunity due to not be able to hear a potential interviewer over the phone.

This is so discouraging and painful.

 

I heard about you tonight for the first time in almost two years. Really thought about you for the first time in a year. And now I can’t sleep.

Spoiler

How is it that you still have the power to make me feel this shitty about myself? It literally disgusts me that after all these years and after all those hospital bills you still have this much power over what I think and how I feel. And now I’m like... no matter what I do, it’s gonna be the worst. WHY are you still in my life? I wish I never met you. I wish you never ruined my life. I wish I hadn’t been so dumb. I wish I hadn’t stayed around so long to find out who you were behind that smile behind that swagger behind that laugh. Sometimes I wish you actually just killed me instead of just leaving me broken because then I wouldn’t have to deal with this emotional garbage. God I just hate you so much, but then I hate myself even more because I freaking believed in you. What kind of dumb idiot... l o l. I should have known it was too good to be real... I just didn’t realize how hellish reality actually was.

 

Damn it. Sometimes it reminds me not to care too much.

 

one more

 

For me its 2 words

''Architecture Engineering''

 

-facepalm- when your Prof tricked you into preparing insufficiently.

 

He gave out items worth billions of meso to someone who "owns" them.
He put his friends in an even tougher spot by writing wisely.

 

In remembrance,

I think that raccoons really fit with this idea of an server that we've had since this server was created, and it's always been something that I think that we've been driving toward. I think that using animals that is not raccoons was causing the server to be used in ways it was not intended. Despite how everyone feels about raccoons, I really think that raccoons is truly the right direction for this server, even though it is not popular.

Don't be a stranger.

 

Fuck everyone who's gettin tight at Dimi for doing a cheeky glitch.

 

I don't understand why someone else got so many people to defend them for something so much worse, and you're being killed for not only owning up to your mistake before getting caught but also not even trying to defend yourself. Are people seriously cutting you less slack? At least you didn't try to stand behind some falsehood of being righteous; you were like look guys I fucked up I'm sorry this is me. People make mistakes — that what makes us human [or raccoons / snakes] — but I think it's what we do in the face of these mistakes that show who we are. Maybe it took some time, but you owned up. You showed up. I think that shows character, and nobody can take that away from you.



People be like "omg this shows Staff is weak and biased"
1) No, they thought about it, but it's ultimately not what they did. We gon' judge what people think now?
2) I want to see what you do if your friend comes to you and says I did this. I wanna see some freaking receipts.

 

You know when you're at a party, and are beginning to get tired, and start slowly edging towards the door? Yeah. I'm still holding my beer, but I've got my purse and have made it as far as the coat pile.

 

You can do a million good deeds, and only one thing wrong. At the end of the day, people will look directly at that one wrong doing, and make every single good deed seem petty. Humanity is a hell of a drug.

 

*Coughcough*
Stopit--
*COUGHCOUGHCOUGH*

... Need more honey and water.

 

Feeling nervous since URF WW in League of Legends is only out for 5 more hours and have to get 2k essence with the new IP System.. ugh.

 

Annoyed that I'll have to wait for another month to know the result. Oh well, hopefully good enough to S/U.

 

When you get pwned so hard that you start spewing shits and targeting others. Typical loser behavior. Good to have y'all finally gone!

 

I feel kind of stupid checking if you saw my messages or responded when you have shown you don't care about me at all.
So much for being an important person in your life..

What else were you lying about?

 

Mapleroyals, what a time to be alive

 

I'll always want the best for you even if we don't speak anymore.