I never felt this shit in so long. I can hear the clock ticking on my life. who knows how long until I finally succumb I am still hanging on, but I feel like I want to cry, every damn second.. I'm hurting so much
I never realized how easy I had it until more recently. I hope you all find solace this holiday season and upcoming new year.
Sometimes, I feel I'm putting in too much effort, only to not be appreciated. Don't know why, but it's starting to feel like exactly what it was like in the past. Will I regret my decisions? Maybe, don't know.
Spoiler A couple of thousand miles from "home" with a stomach virus on Christmas Eve, and I'm so used to life kicking my ass in unexpected ways that my main thought is that throwing up after being nauseated all night actually feels great.
Damn, I always find a way to fuck up things that make my sad life worth living. Even if it was just a game, it was where I could just escape the world. I guess it's time for me to move on... I apologize if I was ever rude to any of you. Hopefully in the future things between us will be different. Farewell, and happy holiday guys.
Shoutout for all those person who having any disability or difficulties atm you guys are special/perseverance people for going through any obstruction. Hope this make your day up. And Merry Christmas .
Look — I don’t know why it’s causing me anxiety, but everything is, and I kind of want to just listen to that for once... I swear I’m not trying to be dramatic