Get it off your chest!

One step forward, ten more backwards...
Why can I never seem to do anything right?

 

Man...I'm glad I chose to go out and do a 50km walk today, taking a break from Royals. It's been 4hr30min and I' not even halfway done. I thought Singapore was small wtf. I did get to see some monkeys and squirrels and otters and huge lizzards tho

 

IG OVERRATED

KOREA OUTDATED

LONG HAVE WE AWAITED

PYKE ACTIVATED

SKT ELIMINATED
Reddit at its finest

Spoiler: Western shit

EU VS NA FINALS

 

I have a message from thee Siegemeyer to his followers of the Sun covenant; I thank you.
You've shown great generosity to hit that "Like" button as if a Youtuber shout it out loud. The journey's been long, my legs are numb with bruises on my feet from wearing the armour night and day. My hands are stiff and sore by my Zweihander I swing over my shoulder. The pebbles I've walked on.. It's like a memory that stings whether a rough path appears. For at last, it's going to be the end for me, for I have spotted thee light ahead of me. I reach it with the palm of my hand and grab whatever that has touched it.. It's thee 3,000th like you've given Siegemeyer!
I am forever grateful and thus I'll show my gratitude TONIGHT!

but first Detective Pikachu calls me. gotta like 'em all!
later lovelies

 

Finished my 50km! I'm in pain now tho. Been in pain since 30% completion. Rest of 70% was god awful (physically wise). Had to sing some army marching song with my brother to keep up the tempo lul. It really worked, it kills time really well...although I was singing monotonously off key zombie mode.

Walked from Changi to Pasir Ris to Coney Island to Punggol to Sengkang to Ang Mo Kio to Marymount to MacRitchie Reservoir to Botanic Gardens to King Albert Park to Bukit Batok then ended up near Bukit View secondary

Notable landmarks include Coney Island, Waterway Point, ITE College Central, AMK hub for lunch, Hwa Chong, NJC, Ngee Ann Poly and from then on is just a bunch of rich ass condominiums and bungalows.

Got to see a horse sleeping while standing, a monkey biting another monkey's tail, a mansion with 3 lamborghinis parked at the garage and literally overhead crossing the PIE (an expressway that crosses from west to east of singapore, best landmark imo)

Really glad I did this, 50km in 13 hours. Then took a cab back cuz fuck im dying.

 

When you start thinking about time and existence you're going to be afraid of what happens when you die.

 

I see you, I see grace
I love you now... feel the taste
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
I see you now you can't escape
Words to slow us to late
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
All I want
All I want
You're all I need
Baby you're all I need
Don't be scared
Don't be scared
Cause its dark at night
Cause its dark at night
Don't be scared...

 

When you think it is a dream, it is not

Spoiler

The nightmare just drags you down

 

You have misinterpreted my overall intentions while managing to agitate me greatly.

 

I hate second thought.

 

I mean, you're alright to become a father who is not your kid after you've known this girl for like what, couple weeks?

"It's about time I become father. I am getting older for each year. Just turned 27, you know."

B o y

 

imagine being salty at someone saying something then taking it personally when they respond

 

"Just keep moving forward. It can be easy to look back and beat yourself up but it doesn’t do anything to get you out of your situation. Remember that everybody fails. I fail all the time. Failing doesn’t mean you are a loser. As long as you get up and keep moving forward, you’re a winner."

-Arnold Schwarzenegger

 

Cards are shown and I'm defeated

Cash all blown and stack depleted

Glum and surly, bad luck call it

Leaving early, empty wallet


Playing hunches still am craving

Skipping lunches, money saving

Payday Friday, check be getting

Could be my day; I'll be scrolling.

- The Gambler

 

She didn't want a guy with feelings, so she drifted across the shore. She left him by his lonesome river leaving him to drown in his own emotions that he entrusted her with. He reminded her too much of the person she was before her soul got pierced and scarred. She decided to become emotionless and thoughtlessly roamed through guy after guy tampering with their hearts similarly to what she went through. She chose excitement over sincerity and truth because that's all she was used to. He questioned who he was after what she put him through and in order to find himself again, from the inner depths within himself he went to the moon and back, escalated the search between reality and humanity to recollect the fragmented pieces of his former self in which was shattered into a severing hole that he put back together. After his journey of clarity, self realization, and truth. He told himself that he will never change who he is. He will love with even more passion, and grow leaps and bounds from what he was and used to be. The power to stay true to what we are is what it truly means to be free. She ran to him devastated one day after being stabbed again. However, this time he crossed the bridge confidently towards his dream thanks to the lesson he was given and didn't look back. (Sad to say this part of my book would have never been written had I listened to the wisdom my old friend CaptainDre bequeathed to me many years ago. "Don't trust these hoes bro they don't want you for you"

 

I could lose myself staring into the stars even if they said they weren't real...

 

Turn back time and take me to a place that never existed. I'm done with this shit.

 

There's this 50 ~ 60 year old dude in the bus next to me and he has some weeb anime girl ringtone on his phone. If I ever become like that please just shoot me until im beyond ded and have arrived in hell.

 

SAY PARTY PLAY ONE MORE TIME YOU SHIT