I'll forever be thankful that I met you. Thank you for somehow agreeing to be my greedy food buddy. Thank you for trusting me, even with your secrets and dreams. Thank you for worrying and caring and being oh so very very annoying. Thank you for not leaving me alone. Thank you for the impromptu celebration. You really unintentionally made my birthday special. Thank you.
waiting for dunas' dr to finish, specifically attack when icon goes away, still get hit and die. also cant mapowner every 10 sec to get specific time down since its every 40-60s random. nice
I don't get nose bleeding. It's like u are sitting there chillin, and you feel something rolling down your nose, probably just need to wipe my nose right? WRONG, FUCK U GET TOWELS, NEW CLOTHES, AND BLEED EVERYWHERE BECAUSE WHY THE FUCK NOT. In a weird way though, I found blood beautiful. The color of it looks awesome.
It sucks that I've been hurt to the point I just unconsciously tend to care less about people and shut off my feelings whenever I start to make friends and quickly drive those people away. The sweetest girl I met in my life who spent an hour trip to visit me in the middle of the night on my birthday to celebrate it with me and bought herbal drinks for me when I fell ill, I drove her away after several months of knowing each other and I feel so bad. I feel like I don't want to be alone but then again I just want my "me time" almost all the time. I hate this internal conflict lmao.
I told myself that I would make myself in good shape in 2018 & 2019. But... 45 days left to 2020... Gonna recycle my resolution again..