Get it off your chest!

So I got the job and I am very excited. Thing is, I don't think my employer is aware of the situation, which means I'll have to deal with it on my own. Meds are beyond useless, ran out of doctors to ask for help, and I have no idea how am I supposed to do it.
The result of it can mean two things:
If I can figure out a way, it can change everything. The way I look at the future, the reason I dropped from college, and my mental health and most importantly, the hope I lost.
If I can't, I still have a backup plan, but this is going to hit hard and I am scared of it. Truly scared.

I'll post a part two in 3 months from now(no reason for the date, I just figured it would be enough time to figure out everything).

 

why do my classmates keep asking me for help i'm on the ass bottom of the curve lol

 

I am not your fucking wholesale seller. Especially when you mark up the price 5000%

 

Got through all stages of the mentally draining tests and exhausting interviews with the airline. The only thing that stands between me and being airborne... the dreaded medical check up. Thank god I quit cold turkey and pursued my dreams. One more step and I'd be working in an office in the skies.

I want to serve my country in the most noble profession in my eyes so it was inevitable I had to leave. Thank you to those who supported me. I truly mean it. And I'm also sorry. But this is a proper closure for me and for the players I let down.

If you know, you know.

 

Sucks that I cannot bring myself to tell you how I feel. Thank fuck I only miss you this much whenever I drink.

It's been a shitty month without you physically being around, can't wait to see you in 5 days.

 

♡ gong xi fuck cai you sluts ♡

 

I always think that I'm a degen for staying up late.

Then I actually fix my sleeping schedule for like a week.

Somehow I end up playing League/Royals till 5AM.

Maybe I should just accept the fact that I'm a degen.

 

i wanna bunk with u homer simpson bunk with me tonite
wont u bunk with me tonite

 

Diagnosed with Wuhan corona virus, ran to Disneyland to spread disease, escaped to take plane to other countries, booked a bus to spread disease in other tourist areas, took off mask while cursing everyone to die with them...

Why are these people so selfish and evil?......

So sad to see these news around the world with Satans...

 

Life is a crash in slow motion.

 

2020 has been shitty and we're only a month in... US/Iran tension, corona virus, and now Kobe is fucking dead...

 

China, why do you have to make everything even virus.

Don't hide. Control your shit.

Don't let your shit come to us.

Taiwan no. 1

 

Time after time.

 

Man, imagine getting bent out of shape because of the way someone else grieves. Imagine thinking you're closer than anyone else to a celebrity to have any position to say you know better than someone else. Imagine getting upset someone else is posting something and thinking they're farming likes as if it's not painfully obvious when you, or others, or anyone really does it.

This isn't a GIOYC post- guys please take a step back. Since people seem to have an issue with posts about Kobe, no one gets to.

 

Ugly + annoying + pubes on head
One of those things are out of your control so work on the other two

I am “getting it off my chest” regarding someone in real life. Stop deleting my post shit

 

Jealousy is just Love & Hate at the same time. Always remember that.