Get it off your chest!

For the first time in my life I've been told that I'm insensitive/lack emotion, I'm not offended, it may be progress or just a temporary emotional shut down due to pressure and loss, I resorted to logic immediately to compensate because I find that facts and truth are most important.

 

Dear admissions desk lady, you said the same things over and over and over and would hardly let me get a word in and it's one of the only times I ever rolled my eyes at someone on the phone. All I needed to know was that you initiated the I-20 reinstatement with SEVIS and now we could file for our client's I-539. Should be a simple five minute phone call. But no, I had to listen to you for half an hour and play nice when you made subtle insults at my job competence when I was trying to clarify what action your campus had taken. Not surprised that the other college warned me you guys don't know how to handle terminated I-20 student cases because you don't know what I'm talking about either.

 

Pettiness of yours destroy the admiration I had on you.
Immaturity of yours tear down the friendship of ours.
Selfishness of yours wreck yourself without you realizing.

You proclaim you're friendly, open-minded, unbiased, mature but instead,
every words, actions of yours portrays nothing but selfish, narcissist and immaturity.

Looking back, I used to admire your capability and intuitiveness.
The more I think, the more it makes me wanna baffled.

Remember? I said I used to admire your capability.
Even now, I do. The capability of yours portraying as a victim.
The control and influence that you have on others is admirable.
People like me doesn't hold this kind of influence nor position to determine how people perceive entire situation which involve you and me.
I can't be sure what does people thinks but one thing I'm certain,
they'll always think you’re right while I'm wrong.
The toxicity of yours is an indescribably level.
I applause to whoever you're befriending with that could deal with it.
“Birds of the same feathers flock together, and when they flock together they fly so high.”

For you out there who probably wouldn't see it, please be mature.
You're no longer young. You think you're young because that's what you think.
Even when I'm younger than you, I still have a mature mindset which I wouldn't perform such action of yours toward people including myself.
I hope someday you'll realized your-
oh wait.. you wouldn't.. why?
because you're a narcissist.
An extremely narcissist.

Spoiler

“You can't change someone who doesn't see an issue in their actions.”
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AFSBKFASUHGAIUWBKJWAFBKJDABK

Spoiler: .

THEY FORGOT TO REMOVE THE DAMN SECURITY TAG OFF MY NEW CLOTHES GAHHHHHHHH

 

Spoiler

This.
This hit me so hard.
Comparing the actions of someone who knew me for a long time vs someone who knows me for barely a year.

Thank you for full blown panicking during our B&L night, Tanuki night, and every other meal we have that involves seafood.

 

Spoiler

: you treating me differently right?
G: I am treating you same way as a friend where before we were together from past.
: ....

你知道嗎?
對我來説
真心喜歡過的人沒辦法做朋友。
因爲再多看幾眼，還是想要擁有。

因爲你的話 你的決定 做的一點一滴都讓我覺得機會越來越渺小
都最後一切都歸零. 可能這才是你最想要的結局吧.

 

I should say something, but I didnt say, then regret that I did not say anything. Hmmmmm

 

Sometimes there are people who acts like a totally different person while playing Royals.

 

rumours are carried by haters, spread by fools, and accepted by idiots

 

getting submited in bjj feels freaking awful.
im mad i lost so much today despite knowing that i have backpain and leg cramps from heavy lifting

I HATE LOSING ARH!!!!

 

When your friendship with two friends falls short for them to make amends. However to be friends with both side of the coin means to face the eternal battle for balance and honesty, without leaning to either side.

 

Just write your own references, it's not that hard. Stop messaging people asking "have you referenced this?" how dumb are you?

 

My roommate moved out a while ago. Im moving next week as well, to a new apartment. I wont have to share it with anyone. It's saturday today as im writing this, and I thought I could sleep long. As a final fuck you, my ex-roommate came 8:30 ish with his family to move the final furniture out and clean, waking me up in the process.

 

Looking at the things you've sent me, I wonder do you still remember me.
Reading the letter that you gave me, I wonder do you still remember me.

Spoiler

It's been 10 years already, and I still miss you.

Spoiler

Do you?

 

fuck hospitals, and most importantly fuck being unhealthy period.

 

fuck dota the game is so bad its insane, maybe one game without ruiner/pudge/techies? damn it

 

tangina mo ako mid

 

Spoiler: Wondering

While looking at the plushies you gave

Spoiler: Curiously

I ask the plushies

Spoiler: Thinking

Does he still remember me?

Spoiler: Hmm

Yes, I talk to my plushies

Spoiler: Hmmmm

And yes, my plushies sleeps in the same bed as me.

Spoiler: Hmmmmmm

And nope, my plushies doesn't answer me BUT i wished they can.