Get it off your chest!

it's easy if you make your first step:3

 

I do not show or say it out loud, doesn't mean I don't appreciate what you did.

 

Thank you all for spoiling me on my birthday
Love ya my peaches :3

 

Someday you may forget about me, my name, my voice, who I am and who I was to you.., But I won't.

 

I'll remember to take my adderall before noon
So I don't stay up all night
Waiting for a wake up text from you

 

If you don't know someone's story or background, don't judge and spread rumors around.

Don't even try to stir and twist stories.

 

When there are so many people, and you feel like love is shared.
You are not that important anymore ... :'<

 

we didnt waste a moment together,
whether or not said good bye doesnt seem to matter anymore

 

Its so nice being privileged, getting all the attentions and priorities~

 

For all losses, you can scream, cry, blame, or hate.. But at the end of the day, you need to learn to let go

 

I'm sorry that I missed your call
For the third time in a row
I promise that I care much more than I show

 

To us, you don’t worth our time and effort to explain why are we doing this and that. We choose to keep your ugly sides between us and away from other people who are not involved because we are not as shit as you and we are not interested in judging your attitude. (In fact, we used to tolerate you. No more as you stirred too much!)

All we can do is let yourself revealing your true color. Let other people judge you with their eyes, not from our mouths.

One day, you’ll get what you deserve.

Spoiler: 简单来说

人家相信你编出来的，是他们的事。
我们不在意，也懒得去管。

若你是生还是死，都不管我们的事 囧凸

 

12

 

i just finished an 8-hour final exam literally fucking kill me

 

I have no experience in this field, idk what's the capability of this thing. Everyone in the group knows it and there isn't time to guide me. You're asking me what's the solution when I'm just checking the thing and passing the message. Why the fuck am I still the middleman for 3 different groups in a single team when we could've done this much faster if everyone gets into the same call and work this shit out?

 

为什么你寂寞只想要我陪
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面明明都有感觉
为什么不敢面对

Spoiler

The moment I knew I'm so fucked was when I realised how important you are to me, and how quickly we hit the "oh fuck, what would I do without you" mark.

When all it took was a concerned look from you after a bad day at work, and suddenly I want to cry. When you somehow, maybe unintentionally, get me out on special occasions like Christmas and Valentine's day. When you see something that you think I'll buy and just buy it for me. When we're out and you remember all my allergies, voluntarily paying for our meals and sending me home even though we stay at opposite ends of this sunny island. When even after our course ended we're still texting and talking day and night and I only realise how much I've missed seeing your stupid face when I actually see you. When we can do our own things while sitting together in comfortable silence, and just feel contented like that.

I wish I didn't like you this much because I can't risk it and lose you. I wish you weren't my comfort zone, my constant, my mornings and goodnights. Sometimes, I even wish that I don't know you so it'll be easier for me to let you go if one day you tell me you've found a girl. Maybe you like me too, I'm just a dumb fuck who can't really tell but you know it.

But thank you, for spoiling me and making me feel this way. Thank you for never leaving me alone, and being around. I am really truly blessed to have someone like you in my life.

 

Pain pain go away,
Come again another day?

 

i wonder every day if i made the right choice. even now... especially now. did i make the right choice? did i do well? i can't tell, and now it's too late. i'm in too deep. i left so much behind... it's almost laughable looking back that i had so much at one point. i gotta see this through. but the way through is so long. and so far away. maybe i'm not cut out for this. i don't know. but what would i do otherwise? i can't imagine anything else, especially now. and yet... it's particularly terrifying, especially now. i don't know. i really don't know. all i can do is keep moving forward i guess. tomorrow and tomorrow the road goes on. i really hope this was the right choice. i hate that can't stop thinking about it. i must be the most indecisive fucking person i've ever had the displeasure of meeting. like it's fucking exhausting.

 

Selective omission at its best.