Characters banned: Rhaenerys and Bhaenerys Last thing you did: Whore myself out in Kerning (kind of silly actually) Reasons for being banned: Spamming and possible harmful messages when I was on the verge on attempting suicide IRL because I took the game too seriously Ban Message when Attempting to log in: I saw that I got banned on a thread for the recovery of my OG Main, Daenerys. Which GM Banned You: Admin Tim Possibly To whom this may concern, I will not eschew my actions, for I suffer from Severe Bipolar Depression IRL - and I said and did things in game which I regret deeply. However, I was provoked to do so by online bullying from my ex guild - Indica - members of whom insulted me and started playing mental mindgames driving me beyond the limits of what my mental health could handle. I was called "the ugliest Asian woman he's ever met" by one of them. I used to be GM Christine, and I return to Royals when I feel depressed - for this place represents a lovely, beautiful time in my life; where I met wonderful people around the world, and fell in love (platonically and with philia) with each and everyone of them. I miss the Totoro girls immensely, and my friends on Rhae and Bhae. Most importantly, I miss twerking at Zakoom and at HT I hope my ban appeal goes through, and I understand if any terms and conditions were violated. However, I was not myself - I got warded consequently in a psychiatric institution, and have proof of the following if necessary. Thanks, Grace. (Rhae)
It's nearly been a month. I would appreciate a definite response from the MR team so that I can move on with this chapter in my life. Thanks.
Apologies for our slow response. We have discussed your case, and made the decision that you will remain banned. We must enforce our rules consistently, out of fairness to all. Aside from that (not the reason you were banned, but for what its worth), we were all very concerned about the detrimental impact on your mental health you described, that playing Royals can have when you're already struggling. This game can be very addictive, and our community is very diverse in the way they behave toward people with mental wellbeing challenges (unfortunately). It sounds like you were coming here when depressed, in the hope of getting relief, but it actually just made things worse. For that reason, I really hope you dont attempt to ban evade - its not worth it. You are worth far more than this game makes you feel you are. We genuinely wish you well, and I hope you can find other ways of coping with powerful painful feelings and emotions Sorry for the bad news.
