Closed Ban Appeal

Character Name: Spectryl
Last thing you did: It's been awhile since I've been on here, but the last thing I did was spam megaphones in game with the "n word". Someone bought tons of smegas so I decided to start spamming like crazy.
Why do you think you got banned?:
Its been pretty long, but I recall spamming megaphones continuously saying racial slurs (n*****). I remember doing that while staff was offline because someone bought tons of smegas. At that time, I thought it was a good idea, but now looking back, I realized how stupid it was.
Ban message when attempting to log in: You may not access your account because your account is permanently banned. (This is an ID that has been deleted or blocked from connection. please check again)
What GM banned you (optional):
Dont remember.

 

You are right. Due to your excessive racism, we have decided to permanently ban you as we believe you won't be a positive influence in the community.

 

I know my actions of the past were not of good, but it was a minor infraction and it could have been worst. Is there any chance that I would be able to play again? I realized that I messed up, which is why I made this appeal, and I agree, my actions were not a positive influence, but it should be forgiveable.

 

I know that my presence is not welcomed within the MapleRoyals community, and I know that I've already been told my that I am not a positive influence, but PLEASE just hear me out. I joined on July of this year, trying to fulfill my Maplestory nostalgia, and after looking through private servers, this seemed to be the most popular. I joined hoping to play old Maplestory with an active community, and needless to say, I was very pleased with my choice. I knew that I was destined to stay for long (or so I thought). I loved the MapleRoyals community and the nostalgic vibe that it brought, but most features were broken at the time because of New Source Update. Now after about a month or so of playing, I didn't have any means to quit. But the day of the incident, where I decided to spam smegas with excessive racism, and vulgar language, it was due to my very emotional breakdown, which prompted me to my actions. Now I know I shouldn't have done what I did, but I was just so triggered that night. I decided (worst decision ever) to start spamming racist remarks, and was encouraged to smega. I did it once, and I knew it was wrong. Did it again, and again, and again. After the incident, I realized that I genuinely messed up. It has been a few months, since the incident and I have been permanently banned since. I tried appealing but to no avail, I was denied. I just want to reason with all administrators. I am very aware of my actions, and I am truly sorry for what I've done. Now, my situation was not that serious, as it was just a minor infraction (and my first offense since joining). Sure, I know that I spammed the community with such toxic and vulgar language, and to do it for a constant half hour at the least. I just want to let you know that I am really sorry. I just want to know if I would be able to play again. It was my first offense for minor infraction, and I realized what I have done. My actions can be forgiven, and I hope that it is. I've done no harm and I promise that if I were to come back, that IT WOULDN'T HAPPEN AGAIN. I just want a second chance, being that it was a first offense. After these past few months, I've realized how much I've messed up, and how much MapleRoyals had continued to progress. After seeing things slowly come back together, with more features continuously being worked on, I just want another chance to play. So please, all I ask for is a second chance.