Closed Ecrusher's Sincerely Ban Appeal

Your Character Names: Ecrusher, Patanou, I probably have more charachters but unfortuantely I don't remember the names.

Last thing you did: I believe I was doing some sord of Boss run. It's been awhile so I most comptely up to the curent events.

Why do you think you got banned?: I believe it was because of Multi accounting. My brother did play this server at the same time so automatically that also contributed the multi-vote but I won't deny I did a few multivotes by myself that I regreated the day I started doing this, I was in a horrible time connected to MapleRoyals that time. I was on a destructive path in my life and particulerly do the the harassments I was reason inside the community it self. I was all alone with 95% of the community hating me which I can't recall why they and that took a seriosu blow to my self-confidence. I lost for some basically all my friends and respect on this serer. I lost all my friends and everywhere I looked and met people I was given rode comments from basically everyone in my circle. During these times I also had very tough time at home and got thrown out of my apartment. I finally finished withdrawing from all my narcotics that the doctor prescribed to me without those narcotics had anything to do with my illness.
For the past year I've been working my ways to become sober based on all the lethal combinations that doctor prescribes to. All of the naroctics he prescribed made me basically lose my mind and I most likely said alot of rude stuff to the community seeing as I was under the influence of heavy drugs, If you must know it was combination of Oxycodone, Xanax, Flunitrazepam(Date rape drug) Ambien/Zolpidem strong sleeping pill aswell. I had during that time lost my father due to illness when I was at a very bad place at MapleRoyals. There is no excuse for that. I can't change from what I've done but I can change from what I am going to do and try my bring my best in the future if I am allowed back in. I believe it's been almost an a year since I was suspended and I've been wishing for an oppurtunity to come back. I am still on sick leave and the doctors are thinknig about at the age of 24 to permanently put me on sick leave if we doesnt see any merricle 3 weeks ago I commited 2 seriosu suicidal attempts. One by doing intoxication and taking over 100 differnet naroctics pills. Not much happend tho so which to this day I'm suprised that the doctors didnt force me to stay seeing as it was a real suicuide attempt one by taking around 150 strong narcotic pills. Unfortunatly nothing happend which I find odd that they didnt commit me invoulntary. i got home and 5 hours later I slit my own wrist hoping to bleed to death. For me unfortunately none of it worked even though I was in a very destruktive place.

There for I would to come back to MapleRoyals where I had a very good time and was able to focus on other stuff than my heartbroken period of time. I sincerely hope that I come back and keep myself under control seeing as the Swedish Healthcare System is completely ignoring me.

Ban message when attempting to log in:
Not sure what it exactly said, Most likely somethiing about "This account has been blocked from this server.


What GM banned you (optional):
I never see who it was.


I would be so greatful to be given an understand and hopefully it can make my depression alot better and my permanent nerv damage I have located in my back that I can use MapleRoyals to take my mind of these horrible stuff that I've been and start a new lifestyles.

I realize this is a long shot but not doing it will regret me for the time of my life at least the probably 1-2 years til the doctors estimate I will be back on my feat.

Thanks for listening to this, I don't have any big hopes that yuou will life this almost 1 year ban but I'd regret myself I didn't do it. This server is a unique and never felt more at home.

I hope you can find it in your heart to let me deserve another chance. Thanks for listening to this long post. Even if you deny me I won't hold it against you.

Sincerely,
Nick.