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    I wish I wasn't like this... I don't know why I keep changing this message... but yah for now I just need to say bye.... all of this has just been to much! Sorry to all the peeps I bothered or whatever I know it seems like this probably means nothing... but it does...so sorry my bad and bye!!! At least for now! Maybe later I will try again after I like fix myself a bit because right now I just can't!!!
     
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    Stay strong and look after yourself!!! Go spend some time on a hobby you enjoy maybe? :love:
     
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    I knowww.. I need too..but sometimes it can be so difficult, like right now all I can really say about anything is just oh no.... But yah I know doing something else would totallies help!!! :-/
     
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    Yep. I know that exact feeling of overwhelm and helplessness and being trapped, and everything just become impossible when it strikes ~f4
     
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    Ughhhhh that's exactly it!!! Everything just feels like to much and even the littlest of thing becomes a total nightmare and even like the tinest inconvenience can ruin my day! :'( Soo happy someone understands!!!! Its just to much!!
     
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    Maybe start some martial art and find enjoyment in the pain, it's also super distracting and I believe it offers many other benefits as well! Don't give up!! :PBLove:
     
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    Honestly right now getting lost in the pain sounds like something I could use.. im so lost and such a disaster right now! It's horrifying
     
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    I honestly thought you were going through some rough shit in real life and was opening up about it online, but apparently this is about some ingame drama and idk if i should laugh or cry :oops:
     
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    Actually something in life has been happening and it became so much worse today and it was already such a painful thing but now it's just completely devastating...but I don't want to talk about it here sense its personal... But stuff In real life has definitely been effecting my mood and carried over to the Mapley thing! But again it's not something strangers need to know about
     
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