Get it off your chest!

Fk fking scrolls
Fking broke fkn shyt

 

Today was just chaotic T.T

 

My house is trying to kill me. Yet again.

And I was really looking forward to a month of vacation. Now I'll have a really stressful vacation

 

[]I sold +7att FS for 150m[]I die now[]

 

Insomia

 

You are really getting on my nerves, and I don't like it, but you just kinda are.

 

It's been three weeks waiting for my security check to even BEGIN. The role starts in three months and getting government clearance will likely take another 4-6 weeks. It's so frustrating because this is an interstate move.. I can't just be ready to go with a week or two notice.. I need to move all my belongings and find somewhere to live 12 hours away.

 

Some days I end up getting nothing done because I'm overwhelmed with anxiety.

 

FUCK EVERYTHING. IM A FUCKING MORON.

 

Get to have myself a good rest, went to bed and while sleeping soundly, I dreamt of myself in a maplestory screen, with me typing in the id and password and then the sound "TWING!" come up as i login-ed into the server.
I woke up right after as I know it is fake lol, and with me staying awake now. I even went to open the client and retry it in real life after that.

Never thought the "TWING" sound of login-ing into the server would be something so nice to have, 2 more days to serve my ban LOL
Always be grateful and appreciate of what u haveeee as one day you might not have it anymore.

 

There are times when the absolute last thing you need is someone's dog answering the phone. Now is one of them...

 

Today is thanksgiving.
But none of my family is really giving.
My Mother had always been happy to prepare.
But that was before my father left through the door
Like if he got dared playing truth or dare.
My siblings and I knew that wasn't fair.
But the fact that he got another wife, we knew he didn't care.
What a thanksgiving this is.
First year without any warmth, or happiness this really is.
I just really want the last conversation I really miss.

 

I just feel fat and miserable.
I should start working out so I can finally feel happy about myself, and try to get myself a job.

 

Guess it's just one of those days...

 

Does it ever stop?

 

I won't kill myself just yet because I can still play video games; do I look like a fucking casual to you?

 

I'm scared.

 

Why? Why do you do that?

 

Azure just got to be down when I'm working on my projects.
Duck.

 

But love me...