My house is trying to kill me. Yet again. And I was really looking forward to a month of vacation. Now I'll have a really stressful vacation
It's been three weeks waiting for my security check to even BEGIN. The role starts in three months and getting government clearance will likely take another 4-6 weeks. It's so frustrating because this is an interstate move.. I can't just be ready to go with a week or two notice.. I need to move all my belongings and find somewhere to live 12 hours away.
Get to have myself a good rest, went to bed and while sleeping soundly, I dreamt of myself in a maplestory screen, with me typing in the id and password and then the sound "TWING!" come up as i login-ed into the server. I woke up right after as I know it is fake lol, and with me staying awake now. I even went to open the client and retry it in real life after that. Never thought the "TWING" sound of login-ing into the server would be something so nice to have, 2 more days to serve my ban LOL Always be grateful and appreciate of what u haveeee as one day you might not have it anymore.
There are times when the absolute last thing you need is someone's dog answering the phone. Now is one of them...
Today is thanksgiving. But none of my family is really giving. My Mother had always been happy to prepare. But that was before my father left through the door Like if he got dared playing truth or dare. My siblings and I knew that wasn't fair. But the fact that he got another wife, we knew he didn't care. What a thanksgiving this is. First year without any warmth, or happiness this really is. I just really want the last conversation I really miss.
I just feel fat and miserable. I should start working out so I can finally feel happy about myself, and try to get myself a job.
I won't kill myself just yet because I can still play video games; do I look like a fucking casual to you?