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I spoke personally with Raimie, one of the Ohms leaders and we were able to understand each other’s positions.

From the beginning, I never directly informed Ohms about this situation. They were unintentionally pulled into it without knowing the full context so I have no bad feelings toward them at all.
Because of that, I tried my best to respond as politely as possible but if anything I said sounded offensive or hurtful, I am sorry.
I also never intended to drag the guild into this and I asked people to avoid mentioning the guild.



And Mawi, the things you are trying to explain now are all things I already mentioned earlier. I cannot help you if you did not read it properly.

Since there still seem to be many people wondering why I refused the money from the guild finance team and why I am making such a big deal out of this now, as if I am just whining, I want to make this part clear.

I did not like the way they suddenly tried to solve this with money only after the issue had already become this big and after I brought it to light. It felt as if they thought they could silence me with money.
I have emphasized this several times but the money is no longer the issue. If this was something that could be solved with money, it should have been done a long time ago.
Not everything in this world revolves around money.
If they truly had the intention to repay it, he would not have broken his promise to take responsibility by self-banning the very next day. He also would not have broken his promise not to shift the responsibility by telling me to take the money from Matthew instead. And he would not have said things like “I did it for my own satisfaction” and “use friendships to get back at them” to someone who had waited for months.
At this point, before the money, there should have been other words first. And if the money was to be repaid, it should have been done directly and courageously by the person involved, not through a third party.

“The debt issue was resolved, Mawi was cooperative and we confirmed that he admitted his mistake so this is no longer a guild-level issue.”
(not Ohms)

Do you not find this funny even after writing it yourself? Hahaha.
I do not understand what meaning there is in him admitting his mistake to his guild leaders a hundred or a thousand times. My friend and I never heard anything about that directly. If he was going to admit it, he should have done it directly to us.
What I actually heard from him was only a few random forum comments and personal attacks saying that I should see a psychiatrist or get mental treatment lol.
This is like hitting someone with your car and apologizing to the police instead of the person you hit.

Anyway, I stayed silent about all of this for months and tried to be patient, hoping that he might change his mind even a little.
Because of that, I have already reached a state of acceptance. Even while writing this and replying to each comment now, I feel like a zombie, using almost no emotion at all.

But I think it is time to stop now.

If there is still something that needs to be said, I can answer it. But otherwise, I do not plan to log into the forum anymore.
It is the weekend and as Mawi said, it is World Cup season. This should be a time for everyone to enjoy themselves so I am sorry for making everyone waste unnecessary emotions on this.

 

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