At the beginning, it takes some time to get used to it, and certain things hit you hard right into your soul. But as time passes, you feel it lesser and lesser and eventually, you're numb from it.
To those of you helping me during this tough time, I thank you from the bottom of my heart! you know who you guys are
Spoiler: Don't toggle if you can't take the heat Y'all need a life outside of Royals. Do it, it's good. The world makes you grow and mature. Your life doesn't revolve around a game. And yeah, I'm inactive now because real world is fun! And also because I'm tired of the toxicity here. Peace!
You get angry if someone kicks your dog or kills your parents, but when you cause a *lifetime* full of stress, anxiety and pain to a creature it's suddenly your 'personal' choice? Pigs are smarter and more emotional than dogs; Don't eat them!
I'm genuinely so sorry for disappearing off the face of the earth... I hope you're still around in 2 months.
I am sorry for judging you on everything you did not do when we were together. I realize how autistic it is now that someone is doing this to me, for things I WANT to do instead, but same shit. I will patiently accept this karma in agony.
I really can’t be that social with people who like to complain a lot & not better their situation, because I know that it’s contagious & I don’t want any part of that way of thinking.
Spoiler: Not Royals related rant Caught up with a good friend of 10 years to help him out with his wedding planning that is about to happen in a week, only to learn that he won't be paying for the outfits. Okay, I could pay it from my pocket and stuffs. Afterall, what's $20 as compared to 10 years of friendship? Okay, that's fine. Then later, realised he gave big responsibilities to his colleague, whom I think he only knows for 2 years or so. Man, that hit me hard. Somehow it makes me feel our friendship is worth shit. Because if it was my wedding, without a doubt I'd give him the responsibilities, not because I want to torture him but because after all these years of friendship I trust him the most, but that doesn't seem to be the case. But on the bright side, I don't have to handle any shits on his wedding day and just be the yes-man and follow the fucking schedule. Tl;dr, can't wait for the fucking wedding to be done and over with. I'm helping you out as a favor for being my best friend for 10 years, but am not obligated to. But meh, colleague > friends I guess.