Why did I dream of you for the first time after we broke up 3 and a half years ago? And why did my feelings in the dream still felt the same if not stronger than before? Fucking hell, as if it wasn't enough dealing with depression and anxiety, I had to dream of you. Give me a break, or I might really break. I've just been barely coping by throwing myself into work and being occupied, but man sometimes I just don't know what I'm doing this for, and just want to sleep forever.
He pled not guilty. Sept 25th. Guess I'm scrolling through thousands of text messages this weekend lol
You said you love me for who I am. Yet, you still tested my feelings and i realized that you had doubts. You never trusted me from the beginning even though I done many things to protect you and love you. Even still, I feel worried or concerned about you. But, you just kept avoiding me and blamed me for the things I done. Looks like I'll have to bear with this feeling for awhile .
I've spent countless hours farming and nearly all my earnings from the past month (i'm brand new) trying to land a single 30% gloves for magic scroll on a +8 INT dark noel and have failed ALL of them, resulting in ALL booms. Literally 10+ perfect dark noels. I know it's all RNG, but I can't help feel defeated lol... This whole time I have had the mindset to pass a single scroll and move onto another item, but I have fixated on it and screwed myself over royally. I should have just focused, leveled to 120 and started selling leech ASAP and by now I would have actually been doing pretty well. Now i'm weak and broke and arrrghghghgh. BRB 3 months with 750+ gach tickets
TFW I snagged a nice spot in FM and 2o mins later,there was a guy in my spot. I got a missing file error and lost my spot. Yes, it was the non house shop.UGH.
I don't know why you keep going around telling people you are my friend. You are the total opposite of a friend. Unless being a friend means bullying,lying,harassing,and just being a jerk.