Get it off your chest!

The sun is the center of the solar system, not you. We all got hurt, but you don't see the others making it all about themselves.

 

left the damn bread out now its stale :/

 

I wish my stepdad stopped hitting me

 

Sometimes I wonder why I’m the way I am today - broken, low on trust, scared, insecure - but then I remember all the numerous occasions that happened over time that led me to be this person.

If I wasn’t the way I am now, I’d probably be more open to others than feeling as if I’m making myself vulnerable by expressing my feelings/troubles.

I wouldn’t be pushing people away, breaking friendships that weren’t meant to be broken...or just feeling so insecure that I have to question everything someone does and it just - hurts in the end. Everything just ends up hurting to the point of regret. Only because I can’t manage to tell someone when something’s wrong. And it just sucks cause I’m used to keeping everything bottled up til’ it gets worse...having to live like this from my junior year of high school up until now is a struggle and seemingly if I had just opened about this in the first place to the ones I was friends with, they’d probably be around still...at least that’s what they told me.

I guess it is all my fault after all..

fuuuuuuuuck...

Even though I’m slowly trying to learn to trust again - it’s hard when people don’t make it any easier by doing stuff without you knowing and it’s completely done behind your back. I hope those people are fucking happy with themselves..

 

Fuck you, oBike!

 

Wow? You guys are actually thinking of sending my brother to DB just because of signature forgery? The hell with that! You made my brother sign stuff which he was not suppose to!!! Can't believe you people, fuck your ranks. Stupid how you're wanting to send him, the warden, to the place he watches over, the cells! Ironic? FUCK THE SAF

 

Money? Whatever. Not right now. Commitment? Fuck that. How can I show you what I'm after?

 

Having a full blown headache and lying on the sofa... waiting for somebody to notice and come and comfort me but NOOOOOO apparently replying BAN APPLES are more important.

Update: somebody just asked me to get up to find my dog. Because he wants to hug her. Wtf.

 

Your welcome !! F7

 

MonkaS
Finally...1 more day. Hoogaga

 

Valve, seriously?!

 

Are you fucking kidding me.. After a long day of work, I get back home to sleep tired af and right before I fell asleep, I felt something swish over my leg quickly. Sat up and turned on the light, lo and behold, a fucking baby roach with a bigass roach beside my leg. WHAT THE FUCK, I HAD A LONG DAY AND YOU REFUSE TO GIVE ME A BREAK AND DECIDE TO DISTURB ME FROM MY SLEEP.

Ended up sleeping on the couch later because the motherfucking roaches escaped from sight...

 

Playing victim card - typical biatch.

 

waiting for a friend to call, and say they are still alive

 

It's really difficult typing stuff in here without sounding emo..

 

Lf > people to be real for once and stop being FAKE.AS.FUCK. c';

thanks ♥

 

This god damn tests... isn't more simple if you just say "I DO"

 

why you do dis cs gods