Vincent.. I wish I called you a few days earlier.. I can't believe you're gone. There was so much I wanted to tell you.
I have never been surrounded by so many heartless people. What is wrong with you all?! I just want to go home.
I sacrificed so much for you, I dropped friends for you because you didn't like them, I gave you my heart when no one else would. I swapped from game to game for you because you "got bored" of the old ones that I still enjoyed. I was going to give up my citizenship and move to a different country so we could be together, when you said you would never do that for me. I was going to leave both my nieces behind, my family, my friends, my job all behind for you because I loved you that much. I saved up so much money to get this all done... all for what? To get a phone call one night. When I was feeling lonely and sad because my Aunt's funeral was soon, only to hear you say "My friends introduced me to another girl. We're through." Thrown aside for a girl you only just met. You were drunk when you met her, do you even know who she is? Will she sacrifice everything she has just to be with you? I've known you for 2 years, and all I can feel is regret. Regret that I wasted those two years of my life loving someone who never loved me. I hope she makes you happy.
I am going nuts. Lots of things are stressing me and you're arguing with me about something so petty? Calm yourself down and let's see what happens instead of just guessing.
I'm getting tired of these constant headaches.. Please winter, come sooner. I can't handle the pressure changes of these storms day in and day out. x-x
I wish the teacher strike can just end, I want my grad boat cruise, and everything along with my gr.12 year, why are you ruining my last wonderful year of highschool?
Why We Hold On Tightest To The Things That Aren’t Meant For Us? I used to wonder how you let go of the things that are killing you, when it feels like it would kill you to let go. How you decide between “if things are meant to be, they will be” and “if you want it, you have to go get it.” I think we hold on tightest to the things that aren’t meant for us because at some level, we know they aren’t really ours. We’re always seeking the love we know we don’t have. We’re always trying to prove the things that are not entirely self-evident. We know that when we stop thinking and talking and racking through the details again and again, it will really be over. When all that exists is an idea, holding on is the only way to keep it. Because letting go has little to do with giving somebody permission to leave our lives, or declare that they don’t love us anymore, or walk away for good, and everything to do with accepting that they already have.
Varje gång jag ser dig så tappar jag hjärnceller. Ibland när du gör säger något riktigt riktigt dumt får jag hjärnsläp och glömmer bort hur tappad du egentligen är. Good luck translating, it won't work.
Every time I see you so I lose brain cells. Sometimes when you do say something really really stupid , I get brain trailers and forget how dropped you really are Done <3