I swear one day the cause of my death will be from Spoiler: ??? Dilemma Cause holy shit imagine being stuck in the middle and not knowing what to do every time it happens. I can't even tell what is right or wrong when it comes to situations like this. Just hoping for the best...
tfw when u try to take a super cute pic with ur bitchy cat, and she flails the entire time while the timer counts down... edit: i didn't sleep yet its 6am leave me alone lol
My feelings are complicated... I know what I want to say, but how do I say it? Right now all I can do is think and hope what I'm doing is correct in the end, but I haven't even told you half of what I really want to, because I have no clue how you'll take it. I grow closer with each passing moment but is the feeling mutual or am I on my own? P.S I love how beautiful your eyes look.
Recent news of the reservist who suffered an avoidable death reported that 2 commanders could have stopped his death. These 2 panicked, therefore was not able to save their technician (a famous actor btw) on time. All they had to do was press a goddamn emergency button and all mechanical systems would have jammed. But no, they panicked and tried to use their seemingly unmatched muscles to challenge a war machine. Well fucking done you 2 buffoons. It just baffles me why these 2 commanders allowed their technician to remain in that death pit PLUS not able to know the right thing to do on reflex. This is what happens when you do things by left. Can you imagine how this technician's close friends, relatives and people who adore him since he was a pretty kid on TV would feel when 1 button determined his fate? It frustrates me so much. Now it's very clear to me, like it never was worth serving the conscript army knowing my life, my brother's life, my friends' life was at stake for something they NEVER opted to do. Conscript military service at its finest. I finished serving the military full time. I have yet to serve part-time (yes we still need to go back to camp for 5-10 more cycles even if we have full time jobs). If I come out alive, it is not that I proudly trained and served my country learning the latest military skills, more like I avoided death.
When I was little I needed to have a child leash or else I would dart into traffic because I didn’t understand the word “dangerous.” I used to pretend I was a dog and bark at strangers outside the mall too...
Day one Day 1. He called me fat today, but that's ok because I did gain a few pounds. At least he didn't call me dumb.. Day 198. He called me stupid today, but that's ok because I am forgetful sometimes. At least he doesn't cheat on me.. Day 302. He told me I am not enough today and needs a side piece to satisfy his needs. That's ok because I'm a tired Mom, not a supermodel. I have health issues and work grueling shifts. At least he doesn't get physically abusive.. Day 439. He pushed me down today, but that's ok because I was obviously in his way & he was drunk. At least I don't have bruises.. Day 562. He squeezed my arm so hard today it left a mark. That's ok because he was focused on communication. At least he didn't punch me.. Day 612. He hit me so hard today that it gave me a headache. That's ok because I get headaches all the time and I know he didn't mean to hurt me.. Day 729. He hit me today and I have bruises and swelling. That's ok because I am a klutz and bruise easily. At least I don't have broken bones.. Day 863. I woke up in the hospital today with tubes, wires, machines and hospital staff all around. But it's ok, I'm still alive Day 1095. Today someone left flowers at my grave & whispered "why did she let him get past day 1?" - Jodi M. Boyer
I ate a hamburger with fork and knife today. Never felt this wrong since Sakura decided to marry Sasuke.