Get it off your chest!

IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT U THINK!

 

I just need a break from everything. I wish I could just put everything on hold and take some time to sort myself out, but life continues to move on. I'll figure it out on my own like I always have. I just feel so overwhelmed and I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. I just want to quit everything but I know I can't. I've got to stay strong and can't give up. I just need figure shit out.

Sometimes I wish I could be alone in the mountains with nothing to worry about. Alone up there with the crisp fresh air and breathtaking views, I wouldn't have all these temporal problems to worry about. It'd be just me and nature, life would be so much more simple. With so much less to worry about...

Sigh...

 

Wish i had more courage to end it once and for all. So sick of history repeating itself over and over again.
Make a wish, take a chance, Make a change, and breakaway. Leave all behind and start a new somewhere.

 

I wish omok were here already.

 

doesn't everyone : )

 

I was there for you, but not when it mattered the most and I regret it even to this day. Nothing, not even time, can loosen this burden. Not today. Not tomorrow. I will carry these scars on my hearth forever, for I can't change the past.

 

It pisses me off when you bitches copy the hairstyles I do everydaaaayy during class. Can you please use your own fucking creativity?

 

Okay, let me just get this clear. You. Can't. Buy. Everything. Thank you. It disgusts me, your money and what you do with it.

 

It's going to be hard to forget about you. But I'm sure it'll be for the best.

Even though it sucks to be treated like this, I don't regret anything I've done for you.
I'd rather be selfless, even if that means getting hurt every once in a while.

I do miss you, so so much

 

It's tough. It is really, really tough.

 

One time, I had to do this poster project with 6 other people, and if I had to rate my class from 1-30, those 6 were on the bottom of the class in terms of attitude and marks. It was the worst project I ever did, I tried giving them checkpoints and workloads up to 5 days before the due date. They came back 3 days before the due date, previously having no communication, with something I could create in less than 6min on a piece of lined paper. 2 of them did nothing, 4 of them did minimal things that took 0 effort, I already did about 40% of the work, assuming at least they can do "something". But boy, was this "something" disappointing. I ended up doing the last 60% of the project, and scrapped the work the others did. I finished the whole thing, I hate bad projects, I even went as far as 3-4am straight for a couple days to get it done and well. I came back with the poster, presented it, and told the teacher that I did the "majority" of the work(I didn't even say I did everything, which I 100% did). And 5 of the 6 people came up to the teacher and said, that's not true, we did like so much of the work, and told me off for taking all their credit. Ofc, as a bright and smart student, while those are the renowned 6 dumbasses in the class. I brought all the work they gave to me, and the teacher understood. I ended up getting 105% on the project, and they got 40%(which I disagree with) so they won't be failing as hard as they already were. It's a good ending, but the effort was not worth the 105%, story of the worst project I ever did so far.

 

You know that line of dust in front of the dustpan that you get when you're sweeping? That line of dust you so badly wan't to pick up and get rid of but you can't?

You're that line of dust, bitch!

 

I never had a problem being alone. I'm fine with you people ditching me left and right. I always tried to be as useful as I could since you all never understood me, but you rubbing to my face that I'm useless? You and your girlfriend -- you two leaders always ask for every members opinions, and tear them apart one by one. All that you wanted to hear was people complimenting your works without even considering the thoughts of others. And then you blame me for not contributing to the project? How could I've contributed if you asked me to do absolutely nothing?! I'm done with you people. If this is the game you want to play, fine. I'll play it your way.

 

I wish I could fucking clap everybody in the head with a steel chair..

 

And then I wish I could sweet chin music everyone in a relationship

 

If something is bothering you, just talk to me about it. Last time we talked it seemed everything was fine. Now you're ignoring me and I can't do anything to fix it unless we talk about it. It's happened before, guess it's just how it is with you. Though as much as I love you, you are wrong about one thing, I don't love these long periods of not hearing from you. *sigh*

 

I can't believe you almost did that to yourself, I can't believe I had no idea until now.

 

I don't understand why you're so mad. We have differing opinions on a very controversial subject - that's normal and expected. It was rude to storm out during our discussion, and even more rude to spread vicious rumors and generalizations on me. This seems too trivial to lose a friend over.

 

It's October.
And it's 90 freaking degrees in this house.
My a/c isnt working right for some unknown reason. I'm Dying over here. Seriously, please. A/C work plz. I hate Florida.

 

May not seem like it but I have been extremely stressed out. -siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiighhhhhhhhh-