Get it off your chest!

Good luck to my future wifes and their future lives without me.

 

Day 1: joins forums
Day 2: s> perf clean weapon
Day 5: supposed +3b bid from an ign that didn’t seem to be online for a week. forum name doesn’t exist, limited forum info on another questionable seller's thread
Somewhere in between: low lv hero s> same completed weapon ingame with supposed 30b c/o
(realised this ign had been selling the perfected version even before the clean weapon selling thread was put up)
Day 12: s> perfected weapon on forums c/0 28b Ireservetherightnottosellififeelmyexpectationshaventbeenmet

I’m definitely missing something here.

Spoiler

It's just a game but gdi I hate rwters so fking much.

 

I hate peeing and sneezing at the same time

 

I love peeing and sneezing at the same time

it reminds me life is full of spicy surprises

 

I hate sudden blackout. Fuck you SESB.

 

Damn Gemini making me confused as fuck.

 

Hmmm.. Should I buy a joystick for Airbus sims or not? Hmmmm..

 

gachapon is rigged!!!

 

Hanoi here I come!

 

I am underweight and tall(not tim level but above average), due to ridiculous metabolism.
Been trying to gain weight for a it few years now, but it takes way too much dedication and I keep giving up mid way, and lose the progress in a week.
Now tbh I don't want to look like Jack Skellington for the rest of my life but damn it is not easy.
I deeply respect people who lose weight, because I am confident that it takes way more dedication than gaining weight.

Still, sometimes when I see a person walking by or at the train station, I judge them by their outer appearance, even for a second, and feel like a complete dick about it.
Wish I could just accept everyone, those who choose to be overweight, those who spend hours upon hours working out to look muscular, and those who struggle and keep fighting, to change their weight/outer appearance, in order to satisfy themselves, or people around them.

Y'all are beautiful, make sure you know that before trying to convince others to believe that.

 

Ewwwww.... disgusting~!!

Spoiler: -vomits-

When you are enjoying your meal, and u realise u chew on a bug... and that bug has some kind of smell/taste (like a smelly bug). Even you wash your whole mouth... you can feel the smell each time you breath

Spoiler

You didn't realise it because they (the food and the bug) look the same~!!!

 

People often say that you don't cherish what you have, until you lost it. Nothing can be more true. I have been encouraged, loved, sustained and tolerated by the greatest people that I ever had. People that I know I can count on during difficult times. To these people, I apologise if I haven't been the person that you deserved. But I wish I can let you all know that in my own very unique, weird and controversial ways, I loved you all. I'm grateful to have met these people, without whom I would've never gotten to where I am today. My accomplishments are not mine alone, but theirs as well. Thank you, for being my pillar of support.

For anyone who's reading this, be it whether it's friends, family, or a significant other, treasure them because you won't know when your time with them is up. It could very well be the next moment that you did not anticipate. Spend more time with them, cherish them, tell them you love them every single day and night if you can, hug them, anything that lets them know that they're treasured by you. Because they deserved it. Because you're lucky to have them in your life. If you don't, you will end up full of regrets and can only wish you had done things better and sooner.

Spending nearly everyday reflecting on what went right and wrong over the past few years have easily been one of the hardest things I had ever done, especially being a person of ego where most of the time I refuse to acknowledge my flaws. But recent events finally gave me a reason to re-evaluate myself and work on a positive change, not just for myself, but for the people around me. I can only wish some sense were knocked in me, by force or not, earlier.

I hope in time to come, I can finally start to believe, trust and love myself. Only then can I truly believe, trust and love others. Most importantly, I hope I can grow to be a selfless person.

 

Finally level 200, Sadly not everyone was there to see it....

 

They say everyone deserves a second chance. But no, some people don't deserve it. Some people are better off dead.

 

Is intern supposed to this boring? I haven't had work to do for over 1 month alr...

At least give me something to do. I need to write the stupid journal.

 

Forever grateful, thank you G.

Spoiler: i think im in love

But your stomach will definitely be thinking “nooooo I want steak, give me steakkkkkkkkkk”