Get it off your chest!

twist my stem
slap my butt
call me your pumpkin slut

 

We talk and then you walk away every day
Oh, you don't think twice 'bout me
And maybe you're right to doubt me

 

Things that happen in the past affects the future.

 

I've got the chills when I first managed to contact with virtual air traffic controllers (yes, there are people who are ATC enthusiast). Was on a malaysian airport...

Me: Testing Testing one-two-three.. Kuala Lumpur Tower do you hear me? SilkAir zero-zero-one
ATC: SilkAir zero-zero-one, transmission 5/5 loud and clear

I jizzed. Will plan my flight tomorrow and be on my first flight with ATC. Also, feels good to be hearing malaysian english accent for once. Too many ATC on youtube are american/european english

 

today I parted with a loved one

 

I can't believe it took 5 hours for my sister to find a pair of heels. I walked until my feet had blister. What the fuck is wrong with you women make up your mind when you're shopping holy shitakfgauigdaiosdpsad

 

It's officially No Nut November, Good luck everyone!

 

I lost.

 

A conversation I had with a friend

Male friend: Me and the guys back in college used to sneak on each other in the shower or bedrooms during no nut november to see who could last longest

Me: Isn't that kinda gay?

Friend: Huh?

Me: You're straight right?

Friend: Yes

Me: So why would you try to sneak on other guys in the shower or bedroom to see if they are masturbating?

Friend: To see if I can last longer

Me: Right, but if you're straight, the thought of seeing other guys jacking off should not be pleasing, right?

Friend: Right

Me: Okay, so if you tried to sneak on a lady in the shower, what would that make you?

Friend: Quite naughty

Me: And straight right?

Friend: Aha

Me: If you try to sneak on guys in the shower, that would make you what?

Friend: Gay, but it's a competition

Me: Still sorta gay though

Friend: ... Okay fine, it was a little gay of us

Me: ^^

 

That shit didn't happen

 

Pretty good first flight with air traffic controllers.
Messed up some phraseology, and misunderstood some instructions.
Flew from Kuala Lumpur to Singapore as SilkAir.
Landed harder than usual but that's okay, still within the allowable landing rate.
Dream is coming true. Slowly but surely

 

There is no need to force me being friend or talk to someone who I dislike. I also don't need anyone to judge over my friends.

It is just depend on who am I comfortable with. No one is perfect. Neither you.

 

Dread it. Run from it. Destiny still arrives.

After almost 10 years of avoiding, I finally spoke to him. Was it hard? Yes. How hard was it? Hard, I couldn't place a number for it. But I'm tired of running. I needed closure. I needed the apology. And I finally got it. It felt like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders and it's great to learn that I shouldn't feel responsible for whatever he did. Whatever he did, he had his reasons. I just wished he had spared a thought for his family and the kind of impact it could have on me, especially when I was still just a child.

To the very few I told, thank you for listening, for giving me the courage, and for being there when I needed you.

 

Why do people have to self ban for life events? Can't you just use self control and just not play.

 

Suay jiao day knncb