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    I'm glad I had my judges help me decide on contest winners to avoid people like you winning =/= biased
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    Gotta have to be sooonfed, don’t you? O’ mighty Thanatos
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    I'm already enjoying forum drama more than halloween event.
     
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    M1, you suck.
     
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    There's something funny about how Malaysians say 盒子 and 虾.

    Wondering what other words we can't pronounce properly...

    0:)

    #randomthoughtsatmidnight

    You know how they always say to be there for your friends when they need you, especially in bad times? Yeah. I was there when you needed me. Even at the weirdest of hours. But I guess not everyone thinks that way.

    Such disappointment. Or maybe, I should lower my expectation.

    Oh no, ugly emotion.

    I know I've said my goodbyes, in some sense. But I guess this should be the final piece.

    ----

    When I think back to what we had and I smile, but more often than not, I cry. The pain my heart feels when I think of you is sometimes so unbearable.

    I want to hate you so badly, but something inside me won’t allow it. I’m not sure how I could still possibly love the woman that took my heart, ripped it out of chest and just stomped on it without a care in the world, but I still do. I don’t know where or how we went from a happily loving relationship, talking about marriage, potential housing and a family of dogs, to complete strangers.

    I made some awful mistakes when we were together, but in end, I had never loved anyone as much as I loved you.

    You took this fragile, insecure little dude and you helped me to become the man I am today.

    You loved me at my lowest, and helped pick me up in my weakest of moments.

    And I think because of that I can’t find it in my heart to hate you.

    I have always imagined this day. The day where we said our final goodbyes. But, here I am pleading my apologies, in hopes that one day, you can forgive me.

    I’m sorry that I changed you into someone that you are not. For not telling you enough how perfect are you are, and it's not you, but me, that has problems. That I never trusted you a hundred percent when you asked for it so many times. When you gave me the many chances, I did not appreciate it and took things for granted. I said I will change, and soon I relapsed back to the old me. For that alone, I couldn’t be more sorry.

    After all the fights and tears, that I still came back to you in hopes that we would work things out. I’m just sorry that I dragged our heartbreak out even longer than needed. A part of me knew it wouldn't work eventually. I’m not just sorry for the things that happened when you and I were together. I am forever grateful for so many things as well. So thank you.

    Thank you for grooming me into the man I am today. My successes are not mine alone, but yours too. My proudest moment was sharing the stage and receiving the same award as you.

    For loving me despite my extreme insecurities and jealousy, my mistakes, my downfalls and unstable emotions.

    Opening my eyes to whole new way of life.

    Welcoming me into your life and your family.

    You held me exactly when I needed to be held, you were there when all I could do was cry, and always picked me back up off the ground when I didn’t feel like getting back up. Thank you for being my reason for living for so many years, especially when I didn’t think I had a reason to at all.

    I wish you the best of luck with whatever life throws your way. Even after it’s all said and done, I still want only the best for you. I hope one day you can realize just how much you were truly loved and that you can forgive me. It’s taken me some time. But it’s time that I move forward with my life and in order for me to do that, I have to say goodbye to you.

    I did my best. The only regret I have is taking things for granted. And I'm learning that lesson the hard way. But it's what I deserved.

    Talking to you on the 8th Jan 2013 was the best decision I ever made in my entire life. I'm thankful for the things I did that led up to the moment I fell in love with you.

    A huge part of me will love you, forever and always. To beyond the solar system and back a million trillion times.
     
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    Didn’t know they included retards in this new update >.<“
     
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    I never thought, it will go away so soon.
    It's gone.
     
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    Damn some people are malding
     
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    Dude your self entitlement is so strong.
     
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    OniSan x iSlush OTP

    I know deep inside they are just having mad crush to one another but they are too tsundere to admit it. Don't worry, I shall support your love from behind the scene! Go BL!!

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    I wish some people would remember that this is just a game.
    Your 9k range or your length of time you have played on this server doesn't make you different to other players.
    Try putting "9k range on my nightlord " or "played since old source" on your CV or resume
     
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    Why do i try so hard and care so much what the flying fuck

    why am i such a masochistic fuck.
     
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    I wish to change the past.
    So I can win lottery~!! ~f11
     
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    MapleRoyals ^_^'
     
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    Nothing feels better than a damn jet lag.

    Adjusting to London time!

    ~f10
     
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    I think I'll blow up myself soon...
    I need make up my mind as soon as possible...
     
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    These sales are good enough for me to forget the point of the day
     
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    Dear Anonymous that I've met online:
    1) No, my art is not free. I take my work seriously. (Unless you want an art trade - which is near close to free art.)
    2) Please understand that I am still studying.
    3) I need to eat, live, and pay my own bills too. :v I am barely scraping by.
    4) Freelance =/= Free art. Have a swell evening.

    Now the good side:
    -Let's hope the interview goes well :D
    -Can't wait to post some panels for the webcomic. I left it a bit too long.
     
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    I want to just sleep.
     
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