Get it off your chest!

Please please please please please can I not DC in just ONE Horntail run?!?! VMware please

 

I haven't been able to get this one song out of my head for literally weeks. Is it some sort of sign? Should I figure out how these lyrics apply to my life? It's really bothering me for some reason :O

 

I'm in love with the coco~

 

It's a scary thing to think about, it's been crossing my mind more often than not lately.
zzz

 

I cheated months ago and thought I could hold the pain to myself. I never thought I'd betray the first and only person who sacrificed everything for me. I'm sorry your first love had to end like that. I told you what I've done and now we're distant strangers all over again. I deserve this pain but now I know the lesson life has bestowed upon me. You're happy with someone else now, you deserved someone better anyways. At least if our paths ever reconnect down the line, I can rest assured there was nothing left unsaid, letting us recreate a friendship we never had...

 

well played.

 

It's dark in here

 

dont fucking follow me on instagram then unfolo me u fuckin pricck ima stab u like who the fuck do u think u r im like a fuckin goddesss u just dont do that i wont folow u so just dont even try me ok dont fucking folllow me then unfollow me i saw it happen like 3 times over the course of a week what r u laggin in real life??????????do u think instagram is a joke???????????????????????????????????????????/ i know my pictures are cute and maybe u want to see it maybe u dont or maybe u just want to see my cute face but since u unfollowed me r u tryna indirectly say im ugly??????????? go away srsly if u do this again i will find you at school and egg your fucking frs and key this shit out of your shitty ass plastidipped wheels and make u wish u never brought me this pain seriously u brought this upon urself seriously im warning u im fuckin warnin u fuckhead

 

Thanks, British Government
I sure do love having to go back to New York for God knows how long because you couldn't register my mother's marriage visa due to "backlog" and having us waste all this money

 

forgot my calculator on my science test love

 

Am I finally starting to feel at peace after at least 2 years? I really hope that this is truly the case since it feels great to see a bit of light in the darkness again. If this light is really the way forward, I'll walk towards it.. Screw walking, I'll even run towards it. I'll do anything just to escape from the dark and lonely place I've been for the last years. I know I can't escape from the fact that a close family member's illness can take a turn for the worse at any given moment.. but... just feeling at peace in my mind and looking at everything with a true smile feels good. I just don't want to see this bit of light fade again.

 

Maybe one day i will wake up smiling instead of crying.

 

Of course it would fall apart. Just when things seemed good and you were everything I wanted, there's a catch and something not quite right. One day I'll find you, maybe. :/

 

And as usual, i lose my way just when im about to be successfull

 

You make it seem so easy and care-free; enough so, it actually makes me weigh it's morality: the why's and how's, the pros and the cons. I'm reallyreally unsure of how to go about things without it being potentially damaging. In the back of my mind, I'm so fed up but I know there are underlying issues there. Excuses, is what I would really like to call them but I know I shouldn't be so naïve and childish.
To be quite frank, I don't know what constitutes as "right" and what I should/shouldn't be able to put up with anymore. This sucks major ass (lel)//figuratively.

 

Calm your tits and stop wishing death and illness upon my family and friends and just play the goddamn game

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The community of League and CS:GO is way too toxic, too bad the games are good and it keeps me playing them

 

I've never cried so much in my entire life. I gave you everything out of me, dedicated the best years of my life to you, yet you're saying I gave you nothing? Wanna see how fast I can ruin 10 years of friendship? watch me.

 

stop hating on skinny girls because you're fat. it's just as bad as skinny girls hating on you (except it stems from jealousy which is much more harmful to your mental self) Also, im tired of you calling them 'not normal', before fast food and all that shit, there was no such thing as a size 18. oops .
P.S. calling someone anorexic is not only harmful to them but it also harms people who have struggled with the illness so pls stop.

 

I will miss you...