Want to ask 'How are you?' but it would show my weakness that i miss you. So i will ask myself 'How am I?' first. Am I feeling well and can be happy with myself? =.=
Why is it that when I try to set my mind to something, and keep reminding myself of its importance, that I shove it into the back of my mind and browse the web? Sitting here looking at nothing, refreshing pages hoping for another distraction is making me feel like total shit. If I can just get past this wall maybe I can feel comfortable doing the things I like again.
Even after you left the guild I still feel like I can't trust everyone. Nothing to do with the people, just the aftermath of what you did. It's funny how you told me about a similar case and you were so pissed with people SSing your stuff and sharing it to other people in the "Guild you trusted and been apart of for 3 years". Despite being banned I still want to communicate freely with my guild on discord, but you took that away. I hope guilds will learn what happened and will never let the two of you in, for their sake.
welp... the same friend doesn't want to make up, not sure how does 1 simple problem turn to whole end friendship conclusion. friend for so long & impression changed drastically over it, lmao meh, if she happy then it's okay~
I recalled telling people that MapleRoyals is a game with great community and friendly people when I first started being active in this game. Subsequently, a few people told me that I’ll definitely meet assholes as I play the game longer. After approximately being active a year here, I finally understand :’)
2021's looking a lot better than 2020 for me, God bless. Jujutsu Kaisen's episode 20 was not a let down, it beat my expectations, heck they made the weakest arc of the series look amazing. We got investors for the game and the game has only been a year in development. Fucking amazing job to the whole company.
I just need to suck it up. I don't wanna ruin things. I need to stop thinking. I don't wanna go back. I promised I wouldn't show weakness again. Just... take everything in and never let it out... just like I've always been doing... please... don't break now.