I’ll fulfil all my promises, all the ones I made to you. I’ll wait no matter how long it is. Talk is cheap. Actions speak louder than words. The only issue is time. We’ll see what happens soon…
I’m so tired of people thinking they are entitled to my attention. I have ADHD, not even I get my attention when I want it. I never signed up for this.
You already got every good thing with you, dont be too greedy and keep complaining :O You dont know what others have to go thru? Everytime i heard your complaining, i just want to throw a punch to shut it up :/
I'm really happy with how the new 4Square GM Event turned out with our brand new RNG GM Dice Congrats to the winners! Spoiler Finally, no more Rigged Roulette
Had a very weird 'dream' today, somewhat close to creepy/horror Due to how real it feels, I am also unsure if it's a dream Spoiler: Weird dream content In the 'dream', I was lying in my bed, just dozing off Suddenly I felt something touching my bed/blanket but I was too tired to care about it After some time, I felt something under my blanket due to the pressure exerted by it Sleepy me decided to touch it with my left hand to feel what is it, I thought it was my phone dropped to my bed But the thing felt like a 'hand', as it had a texture like human skin but the temperature of it is cooler than my own hand When I was still confused upon feeling what is this thing, it suddenly grabs my hand that was touching it and I could feel the shape of the 'hand' thingy The palm is not as thick as mine, but the fingers are longer and felt more bony I couldn't pull my left hand out of it, so I tried using my right hand as well - Also, a reminder that while all these are going on, my eyes are still closed (too tired) but what I felt at the time, both the texture and temperature, just felt so real, hence I am unsure whether it's a dream - But before my right hand could do anything, another 'hand' grabbed my right hand At this moment, I felt something is up as this seems too creepy as a prank, and my room door is always locked When I was still thinking about what should I do, both 'hands' started pulling my entire body to the direction of the nearest wall At this point in time, I don't wanna just stay still and wait for something to happen so I decided to get up forcefully I struggled for about 10 seconds, telling myself to get up/wake up, and managed to break free of whatever was pulling me Upon getting up (or waking up), there was nothing around me Just me alone in the house and my room door still locked (family members were out at the time) It's probably a dream, but the feeling of something grabbing me just felt so real
Growing old sucks. People you know die one by one and eventually you're asking yourself when is your time.
It upsets me that people can be so cruel to somebody just because it's the popular thing to do, especially when that person is doing the absolute most, whilst everyone else is just slacking around and bending the rules to their own will. Scapegoating is not okay.
I can see family And can imagine me Them being happy As they should be But. I can't feel family I'm thinking lately When is it my turn To feel that safety?
I'm growing tired, getting older and even balder due to stress too. on the scenery of what seems like a post-apocalyptic country, there are buildings still falling down along with my hopes and will to stay here. I still can't get over my ex girlfriends who caused harm and left me with the most trivial and personal insecurities. I long all the friends I loved and left due to the diaspora. none of them even text me back nor answer my emails anymore, but keep updating their instagram profiles, smiling, travelling and doing so many great things. I'm feeling more alone than ever even though I found love again and my mom's still alive. if only she could quit smoking already. I'm about to turn 26, and I swear to god I feel like my stopwatch got stuck in october 2017. I realized all I want is money. ironically that's what solves all problems. I just want to eat three times a day. I just want my mom to have her meds. I just want a job that pays me more than $80 monthly. I just want to record the 7 musical albums I haven't got the time nor funds to do in the past 7 years. I just want to not feel guilty when investing time doing the things I like.