Get it off your chest!

Im really think of people who can random trade me in FM asking if i have gears/ mesos to give them are so brave (or maybe their shame neurosensory is broken). I never had enough braveness to do that similar things. To trade a stranger and ask if have gears for me?

Spoiler

 

I don’t feel happy anymore

 

This Brazilian wax has been on my chest for a long time, had to get it off

 

I hope my family accept my girlfriend this weekend :c

 

i have such an unbearable fear of failure that i always push myself till i wanna KO just to succeed.


tired.

 

Not running away from you because i hate you, i'm running away because my mind is a disaster and i don't want to be a burden to the people i love.

 

actions dont lie

 

Curse you miHoYo.....

 

Haven't left house in forever wtf am I doing lmao

 

You know how hopeless it is? I just want to stay at home… I don’t want to get lock in a place with all strangers…

 

Its crazy how much knowledge you can bring in to life just from guild management.

 

Trying to break toxic intergenerational cycles of trauma is so exhausting.

 

I’m sad, I really don’t want to go…

 

Spoiler: Work vent

Some grown ass men here at work acting like grown ass kiddos.

To Manchild 1- I didn’t get promoted over you cause of favoritism. I got promoted over you since you didn’t put in an application after I had told you about it a few days before it closed, you 40-year-old passive-aggressive ass, still living with parents ass, punk ass. (Also cause I’m great at my job.)

To Manchild 2 - I’m not getting favored and trusted more over you on our team because I’m kissing ass. Maybe it’s because I know how to separate work from home and don’t bring in my personal life and problems to the workplace. I don’t throw a tantrum/pity party once a week and leave work an hour in and fuck over everyone else there that day. If you don’t want to work/can’t handle your shit - quit or step down so we can fill your spot with someone who can actually carry their weight.

otherwise, everything in my life is on the up and up. Away with that negative energy.

 

I was trying to save everyone that was drowning me smh.

 

i have 6-figure educational debt and i just paid $1200 for a tattoo hahaha

 

"The Anonymous Ones" song from Dear Evan Hansen movie made me break down. The song is my mental state after caring too much for others that I broke myself in the process.

Spoiler: Thai

คุณไม่เข้าใจว่าการตระหนักรู้ด้านสุขภาพจิตมีความสำคัญเพียงใด จนกว่าคุณจะผ่านมันไปได้จริง บางวันฉันสบายดี บางวันฉันพังทลาย แต่ไม่มีวันไหนที่ฉันไม่จำ ฉันเริ่มหมดความหวังในตัวเองว่าฉันสมควรได้รับความสุขใดๆ เลย และมันส่งผลกระทบกับทุกอย่างในชีวิตประจำวันของฉันจริงๆ (การสื่อสาร การโฟกัส ประสิทธิภาพการทำงาน ฯลฯ) แต่จะไม่มีใครรู้ว่ามันซ่อนอยู่หลังรอยยิ้มจอมปลอมของฉันในตอนนี้ .

ชื่อเล่นของฉัน "ยิ้ม" ไม่มีจริง

 

I always love the colors around here in the fall. Hoping to go on a hike tomorrow for some nice pictures.

 

There's water leaking in my room wtf stop raining so much I don't wanna drown in my sleep

 

overheard some antivaxxers saying "i guess we're just evolved white people" and talking about getting fake passports from doctors for a few grand

yeah evolved into idiots