I am SICK and tired of having the excitement of potential constantly being pulled out from underneath me. I would have thought by now it would stop hurting, but still leaves me with the sick feeling every time. When will the time ACTUALLY come????
missing royals tbh but ff14 + no friends on royals (besides javier) keeps dragging me away. also i think my manager is stealing money
Fuck this state of leeching yo! Leech this leech that leech here leech there.. fuck! Dafuq can I do I can't lvl when all maps are taken with leechers I can't find grinding party when all maps taken with leechers the quests are useless faaaaaaaaaaak me m8 fak! I wanna grind! I wanna put hours into it!! Or atleast do something other than something involving leeching!!! Every corner I turn 'leech leech leech leech leech leech' Suck my toe with this leeching shit yo! I don't give a flying donkey monkey hybrid about 'buy leech or deal with it' fuck me sideways it's like leech to 135 then do whatever the hell you want I ain't about that life that's boring as shit!!
I keep falling for the pretty lies of people who say they're never gonna leave me. I have only myself to blame.
Society is a fucking disgrace. Individual will, qualifications, and personality, let alone emotions aren't considered at all. We see only what we want to see, listen only to what we want to listen to, but for the things we want to say, we aren't able to. This is the society that we’re living in right now.
Spoiler it's pretty depressing to know that we're always working. what is the goal of our lives? we live through the constant illusion that is life while we constantly try to find our purpose to wake up everyday and put in effort towards "something". I think the beauty of education is to find that "something" that gives us a fire in our lives but what if one day we just get burnt out and not feel like doing anything? We're on a limited time span and what can we consider meaningful? we will one day (hopefully) be on our deathbeds just looking back at all the moments in our lives with regrets. Why couldn't we be more productive? Why couldn't we help more people? Why can't we be satisfied with the life we're living? Are we reaching our goals or merely just trying to convince ourselves that we made it? being a college student circulates some weird thoughts in our heads at night... ...where is this going....
Wow it's not like I wanted to spend Christmas with my step father and new family who actually loves me in England/Scotland please don't rush with my visa I mean it's only been 6 months take your time
Pretending to get along is just hypocritical. If you don't like me, that's fine. People are free to like and hate what they want.
The fact that, that had to happen is rather ridiculous. We're all adults and we should be mature enough to understand that things can be talked through in a calm manner.
Thats why I keep avoiding my feelings Feelings could be really awesome, but sometimes very painful I need some peace and try to stay away from all of this