Get it off your chest!

I cant kick my addiction. I'm relapsing.

When will I finally get off of orange juice.

 

I want to fart but I can't do it here.

 

You're so fucking pretentious it's giving me fucking cancer.

 

So you're aware of the fact you're mistreating me, you know you've done it in the past, we both know I deserve better than that and yet you keep doing it? Thanks.

#upallnightthoughts

 

If I could manage to not dig myself an even deeper hole then perhaps I'd actually muster up the words/courage to actually stand up to you and say what I actually feel for once.
& maybe someday I'll learn to stop going for things/people that will legitimately never happen because I'm tired of feeling let down over it.

 

Thanks for making me hate myself so bad; go vent your bad mood on inanimate objects next time. >_>

 

I'm losing my mind.

 

Because I could never say it myself...

 

Nobody wants to dab for me.

 

Why do I feel so empty

 

yo I'm like kidna drunk / tired rn
also I love @Penny

 

@Aly @Penny *gags*

 

- Yeah for some reason you can tolerate me and I can't stand myself and I wonder why is it important for you that I'll be there and I'm sorry that I wasn't but you can clearly see that I'm doing everything that I can in order to make up for it so can you please just help me out a little to understand how instead of just hating me?
- Behind that phone number or a name, I don't know if I'm even in your contact list there's a human being with feelings and there is a human being who's struggling every day, every hour, every minute, every second and tries to be positive about her life as much as she can and for you to just insult me like that and spread all of your darkness and negativity while knowing what it will cause... it just amazes me how a terrible person you can be sometimes and how insensitive you are.

 

idek

 

"Why can't you just be like the other kids?" Thanks dad, I've been wondering that too. All my life, actually. I bet you look at other people's kids and say to yourself "why can't mine be like that?" don't worry, I've been feeling the same way about myself. I wish I could be that but I'm not.

 

But It's just the blues, Mary the blues
Swirling around my head like your dreams in Dorothy's shoes,
I'm somewhere over the rainbow for you.

 

I'm okay. Everything is okay

 

It's funny how things change and you find yourself somewhere you never thought you'd be, but does it really matter as long as you're happy? ^.^

 

When people are fake AF and I just can't deal.
I feel like I lost a lot of faith in people these last couple of days.
Maybe not a lot because I don't want to give you the satisfaction of hurting me.
But I don't cut people out of my life very often.
So congrats. It's a rare honor.