How can you expect us to show respect to you and your wishes if you continuously show disrespect towards us.
i am tired of facing anything because i don't know what do i do. Spoiler all is my fault to say something make you get hurt.
I really wish that money wasnt an issue for so many things. I rarely ask for much. In fact, I don't ever ask for anything for myself. I'll go without many many things for long periods of time because other things are more important. But the ONE time that I really want to do something, to go somewhere.. We can't afford it. It's not even much but it's short notice. Too short notice. This is probably a one in a lifetime opportunity for me to see an artist I adore in person, playing the songs that brought me to tears and sent chills down my spine for how much I connected to them. But I only found out two days before the actual event. Couldn't get the money together, nor the time. I shouldn't be upset over it like this - in the longrun it's just music. It's just a concert, just an event, just for fun, right? Yet I'm over here in tears because I've never wanted to see anyone other than Pink this much. The only two artists I ever want to see live, to push past my sensory issues and my anxiety. But I can't go. And it sucks. T-T Maybe someday I'll get extremely lucky and she'll be back in Florida again and somehow miraculously play these songs again..
I heard from someone today that made realize just how long ago April 2015 was. How freaking far I've come. How different I am. In a good way. Thank God for time.
Does anyone care about what I have to say? Like really, actually care? I feel like the answer's always no :/
They say streaks are meaningless. When you work so hard for it, wake up, and see it all gone, what hope is there left in this cruel world? The only thing we can do.. is start from scratch.