Get it off your chest!

Just went to stop at my favorite Chinese restaurant in entire east coast that I've been to like 1000 times literally over the last 20 years and boom, find out they closed....
1. It was the best fking Chinese food ever
2. I got like 90 on gift cards there.
God dammit. ;(

 

ummm ok heres mine. timcast is fat

 

Sometimes I don't know if I should hold onto my boyfriend's hand or not. He always seems so happy and lovely, and even clingy to me. He was all on board before I was.

And when I do take hold of him I always start doubting if he wants me or, or if I am being too clingy and if he needs more space from me.

It causes confusion for me when I hold onto him and friction between us when I back away.

I love him so.

Here's him with his Disney balloon I bought him, then the two of us together, and one of him being all manly and sexy.

 

I have slept the entire afternoon and I feel I could sleep two days more. School has been overwhelming lately and not because of studies. I hate seeing you around campus. For a year and a half you used to stare at me and even when you were staring I felt special cause it was a cute look but this semester when it all should have started again, faith decided to troll at me and I withdraw from the class we were gonna take together without knowing you were signed up for it. Perhaps you are not part of my destiny but what brings me down the most is you changed your cute looks for WTF ones... I don't know what happened to you. I don't know if you just got sick of seeing me around, but the way you look at me now, burns me inside out... nobody breaks my heart. I won't let you be the first

 

Carnival PQ -rage-

 

The thoughts of it still lingers...although i managed to find peace with it...well...95% of it.

 

>no gf
>no life
>no friends (except one guy who is working with me on something right now, and my weed guy)
>technically a basement dweller due to my occupation
>not rich but not poor, grinding hard af to become rich and buy myself a robot waifu when they come out
>my whole life now is my "entrepreneurship" if you wanna call it this way, gym, (a lot of) food and mapling when I'm in the mood.

Still more happy, less depressed and more satisfied with my life more than I was as a socializing normie with friends, gf and life.

Come at me.

 

Devil in the form of a whore,
Feelin' like I sold my soul..

 

Sometimes i can't help but to facepalm so badly when i read ban appeals about RWT and they said it was a joke.

 

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Courtesy of @Flip

 

Server's online with instant crashed.

Spoiler

 

Sometimes I feel as if I could just lay in bed and sleep for days on end.
I try not to act/look depressed, but some days it's so much harder than others. Putting up fronts is exhausting.
I JUST WANT TO SCREAM LIKE THE WORLD CAN HEAR ME. But no one actually can.

 

My soundcloud rapping career is on hold for now as I need money for software, studio time, and a few lean plugs. I will consider to be an IRL streamer on Twitch to get easy donations to fund my music career.

 

Working with the raspberry pis on a old monitor is a headache.

 

Spoiler

im really mad right now.
cutthroat bitch

 

Disenchanted

 

Today is the last day I can use the Kapibara-san sticker. And my Line app is all sorts of screwed up and I can't send the Cherry Coco or Daily Life sticker sets. Sad. ;~;

Literally why do free stickers expire and you can't pay to make them permanent?! I'd pay $20 for ONE SINGLE STICKER. Shut up and take my money, but no, they won't! And the two most important sticker sets that are free and ARE permanent don't let me send them and I have no idea why.

If I delete the app, then I lose ALL of our chat history. Including on my Mac Line client. Wtf!!! I lose our pictures too. 844 pictures we sent. From March to now. It took me a while to get over the chat history and pictures I lost because of the last time I deleted the app, so I don't want to do that again but I can't go boop~ or send you the smiling sun, two things that are so special and dear to me because of you.

Why did you get me into this app? LOL. It's so much fun but ahhhh! AHHHHHHH! The business model, the app design, why!

Even so, you make me ka pi ba ra san~

 

This has been on my mind for awhile ike and it really hurts my feeling day and night...

Spoiler: Rant

Why is Taco cat backwarda also Taco cat?

Why do you bake cookie and cook bacon?

Are orange called orange because of thier colour of is the colour called orange because orange is orange?

How do you get off a nonstop flight?

If someone can answer my question, it will greatly benefit me in life and lift my spirits

 

I don't understand fidget spinners

 

Stercus accidit