Crazy how you could give it your all for years, only to have it come crashing down in minutes. How can one still be fine after that?
One of the only mistakes he has ever made. I still look at him as one of the best players on the court, but that mistake is so ignorant and I can't live without thinking about it. Literally wouldn't have lived if he followed the right path. And she, she did everything to make sure you'll end up doing the wrong thing, that you'll end up trusting her. You chose the wrong path. She said marriage is the only choice and you still believed her. You let THAT person become a 'mother'. You let that person raise your kids. You let that person use your kids as pawns in their own game. The problem was, that game she played, was only for her benefit. A mean and evil game that had no positive consequences. You tried your best to stop it, but you let that monster control your kids with fear, and power. She is 175cm tall, and against 2 kids between the ages of 6-12, you can guess who won the fights. I grew up learning how to lie, how to work behind a person's back, how to manipulate, how to favor friends over family, how to appreciate my headphones and door, and how to become another monster. Now that I'm all grown up and able to fight you if necessary, you pretend like we didnt go through all of that, you pretend like my childhood was perfect. The worst thing is, you keep lying to yourself that whatever you did was your way to show your love. 'Love'. The thing you abandoned as soon as we were born, a thing you sacrificed in order to become the person you are. I told you that I will never attend your funeral. I will never regret that saying, no matter how hard you try to pretend like my childhood was not your responsibility. I will never forget that you said "Maybe I should've hit you harder". I will never forget thinking about sacrificing my life, just to make you disappear from this world. One bright day, I was informed that you got cancer. I smiled. But after realizing it wasnt the harmless death that I was hoping for, I keep asking myself where did that cancer go. How did you magically beat it after telling everyone that you are sick. They can never convince me to be at your funeral. They can never convince me that you are my 'mother' because we share blood. Being a parent is way more than just sharing blood. You had the chance to change. But you decided not to. You had the opportunity to raise these 2 in a different way. But you didn't. You are a pathetic human being.
There are times when u let youself fall into a situation when all decisions seem bad. :S Hate myself for that.
I just spent $10 and three weeks trying to get a color changing LED bulb to work, only to discover that the lamp it's installed in has a switch that I didn't notice, which somehow got turned to the off position. The switch is right there on the cord; never noticed it because I was using the remote that came with the bulb. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i can operate a linear accelerator but can't manage a lamp
I can't even begin to describe how angered and upset I am right now. There's two sides to everything and you only listen to one. Have you ever considered the way you do and say things is what bothers people? If you want to make a big scene about it, go ahead. I'll be fine, it will be fine, and will probably end up better for everyone in the end anyway.
This summer I nearly died twice and I'm in an unfavorable position. I ain't spoken to my mum since last year. I ain't spoken to my dad in 3. Most of who I knew is no more. I hope he burns in hell but I'm worried I may join him. I just wanna watch the world burn tbh. I really do.
fuck donald trump and if you support that sort of shit you can go fuck yourself. i've had it with misguided teenagers expressing their edgy views on the internet that they hold just to feel edgy, theres a reason you can't legally vote yet.
You messaged me again, telling me you pushed yourself onto her to try to get over me. You kept saying how much you love me still, and can't wait to see me when I come back. I'm not falling for that again.
Why do people encourage others w/ "gender dysphoria" to transition? that's not gonna help them at all *looks up suicide rates of people after transitioning*
Man it feels good not being Canadian...or European... I was rooting for UK to undo itself but :| welp there's always Japan right? ...
Personal drama : Check Server drama : Check Politics drama : Almost check Can y'all move that crap to the drama thread before its too late?