I don’t like the place I am in life right now. I hate this. I don’t even feel appreciated at work and it makes me extremely sad to say this. Spoiler: rant I am putting in so many hours (without getting paid overtime) but I am getting questioned for why I am “getting paid more than the amount of hours I put in”. I come in on-time and end up staying way later than what I am scheduled for. I am literally overworking myself and your comment about my “hours” disgust me. You always question me in such a condescending way and it makes me feel so low and like shit. I understand that you’re more senior than I am but you’re not my direct supervisor . This doesn’t give you the right to question my position within the company and what my hours “should be”. I really wished my friends weren’t busy with their own lives. I can’t even rant to someone properly. And tbh, I don’t think anyone even cares and I’m just better off keeping this to myself (or by putting it here.. but I contemplated on whether I should or not). I hate telling people anything because they end up brushing it off saying “oh ok who cares”. I question the people I even call “friends” now.. I think you don’t give af about how I feel.
I’m glad you are gone. Something inside me screamed: Do not be friends with him... damn the voices inside are always right../
I'm enjoying all the moments I'm roasting you, but sadly you can't be there to see it, otherwise I'd imagine how your pathetic face would be like. You've no idea how much of a joke you've become. Now to think back, you were never a choice. Too arrogant, obnoxious, and downright a c* word.
Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Fuck you Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler But since you're still here Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler I feel like shit. I've hardly been eating. I find no joy in anything right now and I wish I could get myself to do something about it. Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Problem is, I KNOW what I need to do, I just have zero motivation. And I've wasted so much time that it makes me even more depressed. Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler I don't like where I live, I don't care for where I work, I haven't really met any friends, I feel so alone... Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler If you've made it this far, idk, thanks? Congrats? I made it difficult mostly to see if anyone would actually look at it. Not sure why it matters though, it's stupid. Idk what I'm saying anymore. Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler Spoiler I'm such a piece of shit.
Going out for the first time as a single man...who knew i had game LOL man it was fun to be out at a bar with my boys enjoying my night. ps : half japanese and half irish is a deadly hot mix godam
Dear nail polish, We've been apart for almost two days now. I really thought I could handle this separation. Everyone has to focus on their career, sometimes. But my life just isn't the same without you. Looking at you in your crate at the edge of my desk taunts me, tempts me, reminds me of the beautiful chemistry we had. Miss you, bb. Love always, Rissa