Get it off your chest!

Man, I am thinking the height and potential LDR is an issue. I just wished you were done school and is already “at the same place” as me. Maybe I’m selfish for having such wishes but I don’t know.

Everyone says it’s not a big deal (the height difference) but honestly, I think it is and I can’t help but notice it everytime I see you.

 

Learn to be more honest with yourself and with everyone else. Your lies hurt me more than you think and I hope you won't end up doing it to her too.

 

Time is moving on slowly for me. I think about you a lot, and I have so much regret and negative feelings about everything you've lied to me about. I hope you're happy with your new guy, and remember all the good I've done with you and for you over this past year and a half. We had our arguments, but lying to me every day for the past 2 months was uncalled for. You've blocked me on everything because you can't come and tell me to my face. Its okay to avoid me, but it would have at least been human to leave me with closure. Thank god I have made the friends I had on this game to help me through all the shit you've just put me through, while you have fun everyday with your new guy.

With you out of my life, I'm able to avoid forcing myself to the computer to be there for you every night after work. And it honestly, feels amazing to just do things without you now. I'm still in the most pain I've ever been in over losing you, but I have friends that are there for me. If there is one thing I'm thankful for, its that all this happened before I spent the money to fly to you. I would have given you everything I had too. Time will heal this hole in my heart, and I'll never forget you and the good times we had. I wish I could just remove every one of those memories though. You're the worst.

 

Finally, it's done! And I missed class for it since I didn't sleep for like... 48 hours.

 

Sigh..

 

= mood

 

I wish I can stop feeling so dead and destroyed.. I eat my favorite food, I feel nothing but dead. I get a job, I still feel dead and empty and hurting. I tried emailing a help hotline, didn't feel better at all even tho I know the other person tried his best. No $$ for professional help too. Fucking hell, everything seems so bleak to me.

 

quarterlife crisis ):

 

Fuck Valentine's Day! Single again this time of year...
Yes, it's in 4 weeks, but I highly doubt anything's gonna change within that time.

 

As a legitimate chef in my household, I'll share my food with you if you can break my back 10 minutes a day! My poor back..

 

Week 2! Let's get this going...

 

The picture gets clearer everytime.

 

B> IRL Chronovator Heels PLEASE

 

She’s a feisty old dame who fought a hard battle, and although I’ll miss her dearly, I am relieved she is no longer suffering.

婆婆 虽然我们不亲，但我要谢谢你一直以来都对我这么好。从小到大，你和公公每次买东西来哄我，把我当做自己的孙女。我真想念你煮的好料。
我们下辈子见～

 

A particular seller in this community is just toxic and selfish as fuck. We have been waiting for you for like 5 hours in the FM, and now you claim you have been online for longer than that but couldn't find us. Yea, you claimed you're busy/have work/whatsoever, as if we don't. Such self entitled fuck who thinks we need his items. This forum really needs a reputation system.

 

ARRRGGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHHGHGHGHGHGHGGGGGG

 

>you're still the new guy at work
>i keep looking at u
>still can't believe you're gay
>fk you're so good looking
>why are all gay guys good looking?
>dammit
> *screams internally*
> T-T

 

It might be too soon, but I wonder if we could ever happen...

 

I’m sorry I can’t send you off.
婆婆 一路顺风……