I'm not quite sure what to think... I received another call a couple of days ago from the police and the woman told me that they can't get a hold of you. Nobody can find you, yet you constantly post to social media, and you must still go to your job that's practically government-based since you do security for a major government building. The woman said she'd rather approach you at home, but she told me that your parents "don't know where you are." I call bullshit. I know they're hiding you, and it's basically illegal to deny police when they have a warrant for someone. Obviously your parents know where you are if you're posting to social media and still going to work which is eerily close to where my program is.. I gave her your cell phone number, unsure if your parents made you change the number immediately. I still haven't heard back from her, and now I'm worried that your parents spun a bullshit story against me in retaliation. Nobody is contacting me, I've called both officers once, and send out an email to each of them... I'm so damn scared that you and your parents created another web of bullshit lies to tangle me in... I don't want this to backfire, you've run away from your abuse for so long... I didn't press charges when we were 12, and I didn't press charges in June... I didn't have proof both times, and both times you told your parents that I hit you first. :/ What am I supposed to do...?
tired of this job hunt... hate the pressure and judgmental comments you get from your peers, family/friends... I want it to end
The feeling when there's a 40% chance you are turning to a nobody in a week time :/ Biggest test in life.
16 days left for 3 months since one of my so many reports has been open. Guess wuud?! Not a single reply.... pfffffffffff
I have been nothing but faithful to you since we started even talking before dating which is more than 2 years but how do you still have trust issues with me so much that even the slightest of things leads to you blaming me for cheating you and not trusting/believing anything I'm telling to you ... This is seriously driving me so mad to the point where I start thinking of a break-up ! (bit of context: I went to a dinner one night with her best friend after she invited me and my gf insisted on me going. Then she wanted to go to a night club and I didn't want her to go alone so I went with her, then she became so drunk there that I didn't know what else to do so I brought her to my place and let her sleep on the couch. With all the stuff happening that night, I couldn't call my gf while it was happening and ever since the next day when she found out, she thinks I've cheated on her with her best friend. I was in the wrong for not calling I know that but this is seriously torture that I do NOT deserve ....)
got into an irl relationship c: no longer being by myself like how it has been for the past 20 years., feels so good
I chose freedom/partying/going out late night/ friends over a 6 years relationship / Soon to be husband / a perfect man. And now it’s too late to turn back.
In the first place if you didn't come to work when you're sick, I wouldn't fall sick either. I've fucking been down with flu and cough and even lost my voice since 2 weeks ago; seen all the fucking doctors, ate all the fucking medicine, and nothing works. NOTHING. FUCKING. WORKS. Now I'm being responsible and tell you to have some back up staff on standby just in case I can't work next week because I AM STILL SICK and it doesn't look like I'll recover in time, you come and give me this "I hope its not because of other reasons. I trusted you so please don't disappoint me" bullshit? I'm not fucking paid enough to put up with your fucked up logic. Fuck you. Fuck off. Fuck your fucking business too.
"Why are you wasting your time?" I'm trying okay? I'm trying! "Try harder" why? are you even supporting me? everyone has limits. I wish I could try harder. I can't. I'm sorry.
Sending death threats towards me behind my back? Don't worry, you can't escape it either. No one does.