Get it off your chest!

4am.

Thank you for the night out, for blocking the drinks, and for being around whenever I needed you.

I think I'll stop this madness now.
We'll just be ourselves now.

 

If no miracle happens tomorrow morning, I'm heading to one of the worst weeks i had in months, work wise.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow .....

 

mahjong is love, mahjong is life

 

I'm running out of patience.

 

Spoiler: To the memories.

These and many more memories will always have a special place in my heart. It has been an extremely painful period. I learned alot though. But, it's time to let go, and move my mind to a better place and start fresh.

Thank you, BH. I hope you have aced those tests you studied so hard for. I have always believed in you, and wish you excellence and success in your career. It's really an amazing and rewarding opportunity. Keep fighting the good fight. Thank you for being such an amazing partner. The best that anyone could ever asks for.

Thank you, uncle and aunty. For bringing up such a wonderful daughter who is loving and filial.

Thank you, boys. For all the gaming sessions and stupid jokes.

Thank you, dogs. For being such heavenly creatures.

Sorry for being a disappointment. Thank you for being the family I never had, and for all your love and support.

I miss you all dearly, and I will miss the weekly gatherings, the birthdays, the holiday trips and the warmth and love that comes from the family.

 

Wtf, a miracle have actually happened, hell was postponed to another week from now. And it was hell to begin with because alot of my workforce was on break. I might be able to manage it next week if they'll return

 

Bruh I'm not dead.

 

Shaking my head

 

Spoiler: Animals

Hi there little angel. This is a good spot for plane spotting right? Thanks for keeping me company although I think you're just aiming for my cookie.

Animals are amazing. They just seem to automatically make your day less miserable. Speaking of which, I miss those two furballs very much. Hope they both are still fat and sleepy as always, and that her nose is better now.

 

Imagine only requesting 1 day off in an entire year, and the request gets denied.

 

I love getting scolded by my teacher, during mentor time (help time) because I don't know how to do certain things.

Well, yeah, that's why im in school, during help time, to learn stuff

 

Spoiler: Don't come back

The pain is gone, temporary.

 

Some people never change

 

Mfw after a 4 year hiatus I still need vmware to boss.

 

Day 60. Lost a total of 3.5kilos. BMI went from 23.5 to 22.1. People have noticed that I lost weight (even those who see me every day). Best of all, for the first time in god knows how many years, my weight is finally below 60kilos.

Also, my friend and I did something kinda funny to prepare for the interview. My friend went into the interview (unprepared) to help me recce on what the environment is like, what questions were asked, and the type of interviewers there are lmao. It really boosted my confidence considering how they grinded him so many technical questions, all of which I have the answers to at the back of my head.

 

God, you should've guide me, not being psycho or toxic to me...