Remind a close friend that you're glad you have them in your life. Some people would kill for a close friend, you're lucky!
I'm so sorry for how I behaved. I'm so sorry that you had to deal with my mess. I fucking miss you so much and it hurts that you are not around anymore. You did the right thing for yourself, even though it hurts me to this day. I wish I could tell you I've been clean for over a year now and that I am doing better each day. I was so sick, confused and addicted that I forgot about your needs. I wish I could tell you that I'm sorry and how grateful I am for all the things that you did, how positive you were for me and that you were always there for me. But you won't let me and that still fucking hurts.
Me: "Man, the small umbrella sucks, it keeps flipping with the slightest of winds, I think I'll take the big one today" Mother: "But won't you forget it on the way? your daily commute has a lot of bus and train swaps" Me: "Nah it will be fiiiiiiiiiiiiine" Mother: "Alright.. but it's a really good umbrella, don't lose it" >an entire workday passes Ok i still have the umbrella with me, i knew she was worried over nothing! Now lets just take this bus, reach the train station, board the trai- wait... where's the umbrella? [sees bus leaves the station with my umbrella] FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF ......... Am I actually retarded?
when I pissed you off but you see something that I'll like and buy it for me anyway. when I'm sick and cranky and whiney and craving mcd and you grab it for me, while nagging my ear off, then telling me "stop eating and sleep bobo" because its our bedtime, and putting up with everything because you know I'm extra cranky whenever I'm sick. 我真的真的是幸福的 ❤️